I’m a pretty busy person. I get good grades and I love the sports and activities I do, but I’m never happy.
My boyfriend is everything to me, and I’m sure I’d commit suicide if anything happened to him. I also have 2-3 close friends, but I really don’t see them much because one is always busy and the other two don’t live especially close to me. I’m outgoing at school and can talk to just about anybody, so I have a ton of acquaintances. But I only have one close friend from school because everyone already has their niche.
I do spend a lot of time with people, but any single moment that I’m alone, I get extremely depressed. I can’t be alone for half a day without feeling lonely, insecure, worthless, and hopeless. I can’t stop ruminating and comparing myself to people who are in a happy niche having fun with their best buddies. It’s terrible – what’s wrong with me? If it makes any difference, I’m 15-16 years old
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Why Do I Always Feel Lonely?
Posted on November 30, 2010.
Talk to a counselor/parents or therapist.
Needless to say, I kind of suffer from the same thing you do.
I’m really outgoing in school, but most of friends live far from me, and I tend to go home alone and don’t go out.
I can be really quiet at times during the day, and sometimes I just feel like no one understands me, like I have this outer shell that’s really fake.
I told my friend the other day about this and she was like, IMPOSSIBLE! YOU HAVE SO MANY FRIENDS!
yeah yeah, but inside I’m really quiet and I like to stay at home watching anime…
I don’t think there’s anything wrong with us. It’s just how our relationships with people are. I mean, for instance, I don’t live near any of my friends and plus, I might just be a lazy person, too lazy to go out
🙂 don’t worry~