I need some street smart advice. Gang affiliated people welcome.
I have dreams about being given drugs and being raped. I had a bad feeling about living in the building I’m in. One of the neighbors told me people are using and selling a lot of cocaine in here and the neighborhood and there is a lot of gang activity and sex offenders registered around here.
Although I have had dinner or watched a movie to be friendly with a few of the neighbors I was not dating them in any way and never using drugs with them.
I was unemployed for a few months and unaccountable to anyone for my time during that time, so it is possible; I could have been ‘taken’ and ‘mishandled’ for a few days. And that’s frightening. I am also looking for a roommate; I don’t think I want to live alone anymore.
I don’t know what to do; I cannot recall names or faces. I am squeamish and frightened for my life. I am considering running away to a shelter. My family is no support and I don’t have any friends. I wonder if anybody has a gang background or drug background could help me. I have a lot of paranoia now and somebody told me if you use drugs that happens. I don’t even know what they used, I have no memory of taking drugs, only ‘feeling high’ and having sex.
And I have an appointment scheduled for the gyne too. To check what I’m suspecting.
I feel like a constant target and I don’t have any money or resources but I have to get out of here, like relocate, and soon. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, I am not street smart at all.