OK, so I’m a 15 year old freshman. I don’t quite know how to express how I feel because I feel that I cannot explain how I feel… well anyway here it goes.
I feel like I’m gripping a different reality. A reality where everything not Okay, well a reality were nothing is OK. Let me elaborate In my world nothing matters, but people want some kind of reason to hang on. So they make up all this stupid ****. And by stupid **** I mean different cultures. Were all just bored so as a coping mechanism our minds just occupy made up niches. Everything is totally neurological. There is no universal right or wrong, Because who gets to establish right and wrong? (Don’ throw any God **** at me, It’s insulting…)
Sometimes I feel anxious and nervous for no particular reason. I think of suicide and death a lot. I think of killing my self for very minor reasons, like having to do an essay and present it. something along those lines. I am very easily irritated. I know I should not be self conscious, because there is no reason to be. And I know that what I just wrote is totally irrational.
I also have deja vu alot if that means anything.
So am I mentally unstable or am I just being a teenager(hormonal stuff)? Or am I just bored like everyone else?
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Posted on February 7, 2012.
I am also a freshman, and I have misophonia and paranoia and low self esteem and all that crap… I dunno how to help you though.
You’re just being a teenager. It’s completely normal, believe me, all of us went through this stage.
There’s nothing you can do to change it, just wait it out, don’t kill yourself, and you’ll get over it.
Ive heard of a condition called CANS i think its called it can often be mistaken as ADHD but its different! Do u ever wish somebody was dead!? Even a family member just to get a few days off?? Or feel like u hate somebody and u want them to die? Sounds graphic I know but what your discribing sounds like this condotion. Go to your doctor and tell them everything u feel because there’s something happening mentally. You must look after your mental health! Good luck with it!!
you are looking at the world the way you should
most people are mentally unstable, so you must only believe what makes sense to you
if this doesnt make sense, dont believe it