I’ve never met anyone that has interests that are similar to mine and it makes it extremely hard to get along with anyone. The only thing I can do with people anymore is smoke weed because everyone loves weed at my school. Most people at my school call me weird and things like that, but for some reason, adults (except teachers because I don’t talk to teachers) love my personality and tell my mom that she raised a wonderful son. Kids are so cruel to me and I don’t know why.
I had to be in a special task management class my freshmen year because I failed most of my classes in eighth grade due to not trying. All the kids and the teachers (there were two of them for some reason) would make fun of my behavior for some reason and some kids would even try to start fights with me even though most people know that I have an ungodly fear of any contact with people. My older sister wouldn’t even stand up for me.
I have friends, but I don’t have a group of friends because my small number of friends all come from different niches at my high school. I usually end up at home after school and on the weekends. During lunch time at my school, I just roam the halls till lunch is over because I have nobody to sit with. I feel very unattached from reality. I don’t think that I’m like most people. I’m at the point where I can’t comprehend how people can go on fine day to day while I’m left questioning my existence. Everyday, I feel like I’m getting worse and moving farther away from my friends. I feel very alone in the word. Could there be a reason why I am this way?