From what I heard it means a few things. A country dweller, a person who is not affiliated with the Abrihamic religions, and a person who embraces nature and its creatures.
I myself, am a person who has a spiritual connection with dogs, and I have my own belief system and theories. I feel like nature is part of my spiritual views, and I follow my synchronicities. I don’t believe in a goddess, but I do believe in a strong possibility of a higher power, and I feel him/her guides me. I don’t like being christian as I have different views of god and such. I feel like god guides me, even though I don’t associate with christianity etc…
A Pagan is one who follows other Idols or gods other than the God of the Bible. You are a pagan. Often the word Pagan denotes a negative aspect but many people are pagans whether they know it or not. I advice against your belief simply because it leads to destruction. Be careful and repent for your sake.
Proverbs 14:12
There is a way which seems right to a man, But its end is the way of death.
true paganism and the history behing the stank of the catholic church is on the website below