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What do I do when I don’t like my girlfriends friends? Its really a problem for me, I’m 21 I’m a marine and I’m proud of what I’ve did for my country while in Afgan, and I c life and stuff for what it is, I don’t fabricate things or try and b anything I’m not. And her friends are ghetto and always are trying to fight or act thought to prove themselfs. I don’t affiliate with that type of crowd, but I know not all her friends are like that and Idk if its just me Bec I wont and never have taken the time to try and get to know them or what.. any advice?

I’ve never been much good at being part of a group or being particularly social and I just can’t see the reason why I should even try anymore.
It’ll never change and I’ll never be capable of finding a social niche.
I’m just tired of even contemplating trying to take another stab at being an adjusted person because it wont happen.
I used to get angry and resentful, now it’s just nothing.
It’s been like this for two years and it’s getting to the point where I don’t see the point of life (for someone like me) anymore. I’ll finish college, whittle away my youth indoors reading books, get some office job, whittle away my middle age in some beige cubicle, get old and die alone. If I manage even getting old.
Maybe I should join the US army and fly to the Afgan, I’d bet that’d be exciting. What do you think?