Affiliate Marketing Secrets

What does this mean…
Note: this guy goes to my church and my church forbids dating, flirting, and not intimately affiliating with the opposite sex.
What does it mean when a guy does the following…
1. He talks to everyone else besides you
2. He stares in the corner of his eye, or sometimes look
3. His cousin  +  friends are looking and talking to you
4. He doesn’t except you on Facebook, but spy’s on your friend(s) when you post something. 
5. Concerned (gets sad when you are sad)
6. Flirt and hangs out with a girl  who is 7 yrs older than him (he’s 24 & she’s 31)
7. Will not allow you to talk to other guys, meaning if you are talking to your best buddies, he will interrupt and seems to hate it.
8. Leaves the room when you talk to other guys.
9. Keeps an eye on you when you see him, like spying.

I’m a pretty busy person. I get good grades and I love the sports and activities I do, but I’m never happy.
My boyfriend is everything to me, and I’m sure I’d commit suicide if anything happened to him. I also have 2-3 close friends, but I really don’t see them much because one is always busy and the other two don’t live especially close to me. I’m outgoing at school and can talk to just about anybody, so I have a ton of acquaintances. But I only have one close friend from school because everyone already has their niche.
I do spend a lot of time with people, but any single moment that I’m alone, I get extremely depressed. I can’t be alone for half a day without feeling lonely, insecure, worthless, and hopeless. I can’t stop ruminating and comparing myself to people who are in a happy niche having fun with their best buddies. It’s terrible – what’s wrong with me? If it makes any difference, I’m 15-16 years old