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I was gonna by ten grand worth of my company stock when it was down to a dollar from it’s usual fifteen or twenty dollars a couple years ago when the stock market was down, and at the last second changed my mind, and then a year and a half later it boomed from a dollar not just back to fifteen or twenty, but to fifty five dollars a share! If I’d put the ten thousand, or even five thousand in I’d be rich, and now I’m kicking myself silly.
but I also realized that our company could have easily declaredbankruptcyy like so many others and I’d have lost all my money, but still it is painful.
Do stock brokers go through this all the time? “Oh man, woulda shoulda coulda” every time a stock goes through the roof but they didn’t buy any.
It’s different for me though, because the ten thousand I wanted to invest anyway, just wasn’t sure where to invest it at the time, and it was my own company stock, and my friends told me to buy it, but for some reason I changed my mind, and my money just sat in my checking account when it could have made me rich.
I feel really bad, since that money would solve everything for me right now in my life, and I was so close. I tried to tell myself that this happens all the time in the stock market, and there’s no way of really knowing what’s gonna happen, but it’s still painful.
Anybody know any secrets to help get me over the guilt?

I just got a letter in the mail from chase that offers me a $150 bonus when I open an account with them. I currently do not have an account with chase but was planing on opening one. I feel though as if there is something sneaky with this such as I get this money deposited and then get charged it all back for keeping the account open.
Heres what it says
Bonus/Account Information — To qualify for the bonus you must open a new qualifying Chase checking account with a $100 minimum deposit of new money (money not currently held by Chase or its affiliates) within 60 days of account opening. Bonus will be automatically deposited into your new account within 10 business days after the $100 minimum deposit is made. Bonus is not considered part of minimum opening deposit. For new interest-bearing checking accounts, the Annual Percentage Yield (APY) is effective as of 5/6/11. The APY is 0.01% for all balances in all states. Interest rates are variable and subject to change. Fees may reduce earnings on the account. Limit one checking account-related bonus per customer, per calendar year. Offer not available on account conversions or in combination with any other offer. Checking account must remain open for a minimum of six months or the bonus amount will be debited from the account at closing. Account is subject to approval. Account is subject to approval. Bonus is considered interest and will be reported on IRS Form 1099-INT.