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i started following Jesus 2 years ago… and my parents, including my sister/twin brother have been very hard hearted since so…
currently i am struggling to find my niche and find friends.. when i get mad or angry with my parents, my brother and sister act like they expect me to be perfect and continue on not accepting me or acting normal around me; i guess you could say they all lack Christ like love and compassion…
im in a tough spot, living at home with only one friend, and they have tons of friends in college, and they still dont come to help me or make my loneliness a little bit easier.. its like they’re trying to test how strong i am.. like they think im not human or something, which pisses me off..
what is up with them?

Somebody raised the point that i was in dialogue with. that i’m being hypocritical in being vegetarian yet the clothes & metal i’ve purchased more than likely has affiliates with child labour or slave labour.
That my idea of compassion to all sentient beings wasn’t fully sound.
My only retort was ”because i can’t do everything doesn’t mean i shouldn’t do something where possible, & vegetarian is an effective way where as finding a slave/child-labour free clothing or metal would be much more harder to find.”