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Why is this? I wanted to work but I’m afraid to. I’m scared of the thought that I’m already an adult and I’m indecisive and I don’t know where I’m heading and where to go. I’m stuck. Should I get a therapy? My circadian rhythm is not in sync and I sleep late and wake up late. I’m expected to work because I’m a man and I will have a family sooner or later. There’s this local factory and they are hiring for a “Checker”. I don’t know if I’m going to go for it. I have no idea what’s its job description. Part of me is saying that I wanted to work and part of me inhibits me from applying. I’m afraid. Once I attended an interview and my stomach ached because of my nervousness and it’s like that I wanted to poo but I just kept myself relax. Men, it’s embarrassing to say this. Please help me get out of this. How to overcome this conflict? My soul is crying for an answer.

i am triying to figure out, am I wasting my time?
The members of an affiliate non profit do not voluteer or work as a team, it is frustrating,
everyone does their own thing.
so called members do not support President, try to change what President requests espicially do not honor affiliate procedures. There is cross talk and side conversations during business meeting.
Several say I’ll do this and that and do not follow through or forget.
Two so called members have thier own agenda not developed by President are demanding and rude.
There is too much conflict and drama and ego
No response from some when emailed.
Most do nothing no volunteering.
I believe in the mission but the local group is so non active
And yes I am the president who feels like I am beating a dead dog with a stick trying to organize some oreder with the year plans and events. I know other areas are sucessful yet our rural area is challanging.Nothing improves in the community when most in this group demand thier own way, there is no team work and they so respond by actively volunteering.

I also use a keyscrambler and Advanced System Care Pro. Would AVG conflict with any of these or does it just work in it’s own little niche?