Posted on 07 August 2011. Tags: best friend, casual friends, creativity, cry, feelings, hobby, loser, movie, niche, problem, shopping network, soul mate, summer break, wasting my time
i feel like crying during movies. any movie. any movie because there’s always a couple, or someone who finds love. but movie’s aren’t the main problem, i guess.
i cry because i’m lonely.
i don’t care if i’m fifteen and i have ‘my entire life’ to find someone, i’m not even looking for a soul-mate. i’m looking for someone to make me happy. even if it’s just for a little while. even if i have to deal with feelings afterwards.
some will say, ‘get a hobby’. i guess once upon a time i had a niche. i was an artist, and i was damn good too. but i fell out of creativity, and every time i try to pick it up again it never sticks. now.. now i sit in my room watching the shopping network and cartoons, occupying my time. i feel like such a loser because i’m just wasting my time. i hate summer break, because at least school kept me busy.
i don’t even have a best friend. they don’t need me, my friends aren’t exactly pivotal to my life either. i could live without my casual friends. i just.. all i want is to be happy.
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Posted on 28 June 2011. Tags: ashley, crap, emo, emos, feelings, gangster, kidney transplant, kidneys, love, new identity, night clubs, preform, seth, surgery
Please, be brutally honest, its about a girl called ashley who was kidnapped by a gangster and trained to be able to preform surgery on people. She is 18 and she goes to night clubs and tranquilizes people so that she can steal one of their kidneys, before stitching them up and disappearing. She sells them on the black market and one night she gets caught and has to cut all her hair off and get a new identity. Once she has changed, she falls in love with a really fit emo at a nightclub and tells him everything. He doesn’t take her seriously and she is upset. Upon the gangster finding out about him knowing about her secret, he shoots the emo guy (who is called Seth) and shoots him so she is forced to give him a kidney transplant. Then he survives, the gangster gets killed and the emos live together and have sex etc. what do u think and thanks a million in advance 🙂 be honest, it wont hurt my feelings if u think its crap
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Posted on 29 April 2011. Tags: call, Club, club group, drama club, feelings, intense emotion, jealous type, kind, million pieces, niche, rehearsal, Stop, talented actor, type, urge
So recently I came to a new school and the Drama Club group kind of became my niche. There were two people who made a really good couple when I came here. Let’s call them Jill and James.
They looked great together as a couple and were almost exactly alike. Now, Jill is my friend and she’s really sweet.
James is one of the best, sweetest guys I think I’ve ever met. He’s had his heart torn out, stomped on, and shredded into a million pieces.
Jill broke up with him after rehearsal today.
And I think, only when I saw him trying not to cry outside the theatre, that this intense emotion washed over me. I had the strongest urge to run over there, put my arms around him, and start crying with him, or at least do something to make him not cry, it was like all I suddenly cared about in the world was him. I tried to talk to him but he was so disgruntled that I backed off.
The more and more I think about it… The more I think I like him and I have for a long time, but I just now realized this.
He’s hilarious, not extremely hot or anything, very, very kind, a talented actor, and overall one of the greatest people I’ve ever met, and now, I really want to ask to go with him to the end of the year dance or something.
I understand that within at least the next two weeks, this would be completely innapropriate. I get it.
My other issues are, he’s extremely thin and I’m about 125 pounds. I don’t feel like this affects anything, but I feel awkward in general with that type of thing.
So my questions are…
A) How can I stop having feelings for James?
B) Should I even bother asking him? I feel so terrible when I see him looking so depressed; it makes me upset.
C) If we DO decide maybe on a relationship of some sort, how can we keep Jill from being too angry? (She’s not really the jealous type, but still.)
Thanks a bunch. 😉
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Posted on 29 April 2011. Tags: call, Club, club group, drama club, feelings, intense emotion, jealous type, kind, million pieces, niche, rehearsal, Stop, talented actor, type, urge
So recently I came to a new school and the Drama Club group kind of became my niche. There were two people who made a really good couple when I came here. Let’s call them Jill and James.
They looked great together as a couple and were almost exactly alike. Now, Jill is my friend and she’s really sweet.
James is one of the best, sweetest guys I think I’ve ever met. He’s had his heart torn out, stomped on, and shredded into a million pieces.
Jill broke up with him after rehearsal today.
And I think, only when I saw him trying not to cry outside the theatre, that this intense emotion washed over me. I had the strongest urge to run over there, put my arms around him, and start crying with him, or at least do something to make him not cry, it was like all I suddenly cared about in the world was him. I tried to talk to him but he was so disgruntled that I backed off.
The more and more I think about it… The more I think I like him and I have for a long time, but I just now realized this.
He’s hilarious, not extremely hot or anything, very, very kind, a talented actor, and overall one of the greatest people I’ve ever met, and now, I really want to ask to go with him to the end of the year dance or something.
I understand that within at least the next two weeks, this would be completely innapropriate. I get it.
My other issues are, he’s extremely thin and I’m about 125 pounds. I don’t feel like this affects anything, but I feel awkward in general with that type of thing.
So my questions are…
A) How can I stop having feelings for James?
B) Should I even bother asking him? I feel so terrible when I see him looking so depressed; it makes me upset.
C) If we DO decide maybe on a relationship of some sort, how can we keep Jill from being too angry? (She’s not really the jealous type, but still.)
Thanks a bunch. 😉
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Posted on 28 April 2011. Tags: call, Club, club group, drama club, feelings, intense emotion, jealous type, kind, million pieces, niche, rehearsal, Stop, talented actor, type, urge
So recently I came to a new school and the Drama Club group kind of became my niche. There were two people who made a really good couple when I came here. Let’s call them Jill and James.
They looked great together as a couple and were almost exactly alike. Now, Jill is my friend and she’s really sweet.
James is one of the best, sweetest guys I think I’ve ever met. He’s had his heart torn out, stomped on, and shredded into a million pieces.
Jill broke up with him after rehearsal today.
And I think, only when I saw him trying not to cry outside the theatre, that this intense emotion washed over me. I had the strongest urge to run over there, put my arms around him, and start crying with him, or at least do something to make him not cry, it was like all I suddenly cared about in the world was him. I tried to talk to him but he was so disgruntled that I backed off.
The more and more I think about it… The more I think I like him and I have for a long time, but I just now realized this.
He’s hilarious, not extremely hot or anything, very, very kind, a talented actor, and overall one of the greatest people I’ve ever met, and now, I really want to ask to go with him to the end of the year dance or something.
I understand that within at least the next two weeks, this would be completely innapropriate. I get it.
My other issues are, he’s extremely thin and I’m about 125 pounds. I don’t feel like this affects anything, but I feel awkward in general with that type of thing.
So my questions are…
A) How can I stop having feelings for James?
B) Should I even bother asking him? I feel so terrible when I see him looking so depressed; it makes me upset.
C) If we DO decide maybe on a relationship of some sort, how can we keep Jill from being too angry? (She’s not really the jealous type, but still.)
Thanks a bunch. 😉
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Posted on 28 April 2011. Tags: call, Club, club group, drama club, feelings, intense emotion, jealous type, kind, million pieces, niche, rehearsal, Stop, talented actor, type, urge
So recently I came to a new school and the Drama Club group kind of became my niche. There were two people who made a really good couple when I came here. Let’s call them Jill and James.
They looked great together as a couple and were almost exactly alike. Now, Jill is my friend and she’s really sweet.
James is one of the best, sweetest guys I think I’ve ever met. He’s had his heart torn out, stomped on, and shredded into a million pieces.
Jill broke up with him after rehearsal today.
And I think, only when I saw him trying not to cry outside the theatre, that this intense emotion washed over me. I had the strongest urge to run over there, put my arms around him, and start crying with him, or at least do something to make him not cry, it was like all I suddenly cared about in the world was him. I tried to talk to him but he was so disgruntled that I backed off.
The more and more I think about it… The more I think I like him and I have for a long time, but I just now realized this.
He’s hilarious, not extremely hot or anything, very, very kind, a talented actor, and overall one of the greatest people I’ve ever met, and now, I really want to ask to go with him to the end of the year dance or something.
I understand that within at least the next two weeks, this would be completely innapropriate. I get it.
My other issues are, he’s extremely thin and I’m about 125 pounds. I don’t feel like this affects anything, but I feel awkward in general with that type of thing.
So my questions are…
A) How can I stop having feelings for James?
B) Should I even bother asking him? I feel so terrible when I see him looking so depressed; it makes me upset.
C) If we DO decide maybe on a relationship of some sort, how can we keep Jill from being too angry? (She’s not really the jealous type, but still.)
Thanks a bunch. 😉
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