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I consider myself completely heterosexual and am in a loving relationship with a woman, but I have always had this attraction to Transsexuals. I’m not just attracted to any transsexual, but ones that look and act more feminine than most women and you would have no idea they had a you know what, unless you saw it. I don’t ever see myself dating a transsexual, nor I don’t really want to hook up with one either. It’s just the thought of being tricked and taken control of that gets my juices flowing. I have massaged my prostate and it does lead to a very intense orgasm. Is that a reason for this attraction? To have a “women” seductively dominate me? To be clear, I am truly disgusted by the thought of kissing or having sex with a male. I just don’t find them attractive. Not even crossdressers. When I masturbate to this niche, I can’t watch any transsexual that I can tell is a male until they take their clothes off. I masturbate to heterosexual porn just as much.
With that said, I don’t consider myself gay, nor would I consider myself bisexual because I am solely turned on by feminine beauty. It just so happens that sometimes I’m turned on with a girl with something extra. Do you have any comments or what do you think I would be considered? Thanks for the replies.
I’m looking for genuine opinions and not “your a total fag” comments. I don’t tolerate anyone who offends people for their own satisfaction.