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So, I’ve found out about a niche within the goth/hippie subculture known as ‘dark hippies’, or ‘goth hippies’. There is a website somewhere on the internet that describes them more; but I was wondering about a few things. Broomstick skirts, daishikis (African shirt), tie-dye, combat boots, chokers…; could someone give me advice on how to mix both of the styles? Sorry, I’m using stereotypes for ease; I know there are more things out there.
Usually I wear a black camisole top, broomstick skirt (purple or black usually), choker (or glass necklace), and then either sandals or combat/knee high boots. But I wear this quite a bit, so any new advice, again, will be nice.
As well, music that you all like…I’m always looking for something new to indulge in.
Thank you.

I’m pretty sure nobody really knows what I mean, so I’ll elaborate. I’m a teenager, grade nine, and I always seem to be looking for somewhere to fit in. I can watch a movie, say fight club, and then afterwards I want to be just like Tyler Durden. I watch a Marilyn Manson video, and suddenly I have the urge to go all spooky goth. I keep trying to tell myself to let go and be myself, but something in my head tells me that myself isn’t enough. Like I’m looking for my niche, where I fit-in in this big world. I want to change my wardrobe, and hang out with similar people, and listen to the music, and think the thoughts. I don’t know where to turn, so I turn over to you. Thanks ahead of time.