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I am a high-school junior and am afraid of failing everything I attempt, such as failing to discover my social niche in society, failing to develop meaningful relationships with others, failing academics and getting accepted into college, failing to achieve happiness etc. I try not to let my fear of failing everything prevent me from participating in life’s opportunities, yet when I do participate, I feel apprehensive and uneasy and unhappy. I don’t know what I want and, therefore, don’t know what to do and how to accomplish this ‘happiness’ that I so actively seek. (I can’t achieve such happiness because I don’t know what happiness really is. What am I seeking? What am I afraid of?) I want to evade this state of apprehension and fear of failing everything. I just don’t know how to go about doing this.

My friend is 14 years old and I am very close to him. I know that its impossible to see your friends everyday. But my situation is different. I was homeschooled and really had no friends growing up and now that I am quite a bit older,in college, I met a very nice friend and don’t want to lose him, what shall I do? I have seen it happen with me before, friends gradually drift away and am scared to death this may happen someday and am determined to do anything I can to see him everyday, why do people grow apart? I did nothing to my previous friendships, they just grew up and found other niches?
I feel like I only get happiness thru others, cant make myself happy at all, and am like living thru him. My mother and I had a codependant relationship before she passed away, and I was an only child. At least my father is still alive.
I have no reason why college students my age will not be friends with me. I am not that shy in class, I go to class and then go home, I am a male of 5 feet 3 inches. Is that the reason why? I am 27 years old, am sure that I do not look like a baby! I am very emotionally unstable, but I am extremely intelligent – that might be the problem. I feel as if I am an adult child. Can anyone eleborate more on any of this please? No one in our family has had an answer, the antidepressants don’t seem to work, I have been to psychologist after psychologist after psychologist. If you need any more info I will gladly provide it.

i just realized today, that I don’t know who I am. I don’t know what I want. I got my college degree, now what? Settle down, cut out a niche of mediocrity for myself and just exist? I feel like I am meant to do something, but I don’t know what it is. I look at all these people with their cars, and iphones and I feel sad that people think that these toys are what happiness is. This bullshit materialism controls almost everyone, we trap ourselves with all these possessions, its like we are digging our own graves. Is this what life is? Just hoarding as much **** as possible? For what, we still all rot in the ground in the end, kings and beggars.

I will be visiting a religiously-affiliated school today for a meeting and as is customary, will likely be asked to lead a quick group prayer before we begin. I’d like to thank my hosts, wishing us all great health, happiness, and guidance as we venture forth together but I’m unsure of how to begin the prayer…
I recall from previous experiences of this nature, the person leading the prayer saying one short phrase beforehand (I believe addressing God), the group repeating back something along the lines of, “…And to you as well…” and then the prayer getting under way.
My question is, what is that brief line the prayer leader says beforehand, and is that even necessary? I certainly don’t want to offend by beginning the prayer in the wrong fashion if there’s a specific line I’m to say beforehand.
Thoughts?
But I specifically remember group prayers of this nature beginning with a quick line by the prayer’s leader, I believe to the The Father, and then the group repeating back “..and with you..” before the leader of the prayer continued. Any recall what that brief introductory line is?

Mr. Jefferson gave me high praises:
“Bacon, Locke and Newton … I consider them as the three greatest men that have ever lived, without any exception…”
My brilliant ideas influenced your Declaration of Independence. Without me, you petty Americans would not have the right to life, liberty and property. Mr. Jefferson really meant property even though he changed into the joke “pursuit of happiness”. Although I forgive him.
Obama and his administration are destroying my ideal Libertarian society. Yes I know I promoted slavery and the death penalty but I was young and foolish. Perhaps I don’t oppose them completely and sometimes they should be used on Liberals but… I request this from you this Americans: Vote for Mr. Ron Paul in the next election. Yes I know free market failed in so many circumstances but we never REALLY had a free market.
Thank you Americans.
Signed
Your secret founding father
John Locke

Can you describe what really makes you happy in just a few words or sentence?
cuddling up in my bed with 5 blankets and 20 pillows nd watching my favorite show makes me happy:)
what’s your happiness niche?
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