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Coming to college, I thought I would find my niche and have a lot of fun. It was off to a great start, but recently I haven’t been feeling the best vibes. I had medical complications and that definitely through me for a loop, and I’m still dealing with the aftermath of that. But what has been bugging me more is that I still haven’t found my place and I feel left out. People seem to be making friends and going out and having fun together. Don’t get me wrong, I have friends, but they aren’t really the going out type.Also, because I’m friends with them, other people kind of stopped asking me to go out. A lot of people from my hometown hang out and never ask me to come with. I thought I would be really in to school spirit, but I have only gone to one game. As much as I want to make this work, I can’t help but wonder if I made the wrong choice as far as schools, or if this is just a phase. Advice?

I’m a pretty busy person. I get good grades and I love the sports and activities I do, but I’m never happy.
My boyfriend is everything to me, and I’m sure I’d commit suicide if anything happened to him. I also have 2-3 close friends, but I really don’t see them much because one is always busy and the other two don’t live especially close to me. I’m outgoing at school and can talk to just about anybody, so I have a ton of acquaintances. But I only have one close friend from school because everyone already has their niche.
I do spend a lot of time with people, but any single moment that I’m alone, I get extremely depressed. I can’t be alone for half a day without feeling lonely, insecure, worthless, and hopeless. I can’t stop ruminating and comparing myself to people who are in a happy niche having fun with their best buddies. It’s terrible – what’s wrong with me? If it makes any difference, I’m 15-16 years old