Affiliate Marketing Secrets

I talk to myself, not out loud of course, but I pretend to be in situations that I would like to be in in the future. I don’t want this to affiliate with my future, so how can I stop? I’m not a sufferer from insomnia or any of that. I talk about me having a boyfriend, pretending to be in a movie. I have feelings like everyone else, I”m not depressed, nor have I ever been psychologically challenged.