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Are there more people who have similar interest as you. I’m In high school and I really can’t stand it. I have very few friends and out of them I only have 1 I can probably talk to about my interest. I’m autistic and I’m very interested in many thing like history, politics, philosophy, religion,current events and science and I research that stuff on the internet and books but I have no one to talk about it with I think I feel like such a loner and I can’t relate to anyone and feel deppresed and sometimes even want to die. I met a few college students before they seemed so nice and opened in interesting to talk to. I’m opened to being anyone’s friend but I have a reputation of not really being social so nobody talks to me. I’ll be a senior this year and then college starts and ill try being more social but is it better there. I know there are all types of people there but can u find my niche. Sometimes I worry I will never make friends or marry and have kids which is really what I want.

So I’ve been in a relationship technically for 4 years. Two years with a real jerk starting at age 15, then another two years with a great guy starting at 17 and lasting until a few weeks ago at age 19. Most of our relationship was long distance (2hrs) because we go to different universities. So the only new “friend” I made at college was my roommate. We were both always gone on the weekends seeing our boyfriends and weren’t very social because we both didn’t need to be at the time. Bf’s were our life.
Well my most recent Ex thought it would be best to break up because I was the only girlfriend he had ever had and so I don’t really blame him. The sucky part is that we still care for each other and didn’t end on bad terms.
ANYWAYS, HERE IS THE QUESTION:
I feel like a new student at my University because I don’t know anyone, and it’s the end of the school year pretty much. I am a sophomore and will be a junior next fall. I have like one or two close friends from High school who I can confide in for now, but will it be hard to find a group of girlfriends to hang out with? I am getting anxious and nervous about my future now and if I will be a loner for the rest of my life. Did anyone transfer from a Comm. College to a University and feel the same way? I feel like everyone already has their niche that they built during freshman year in the dorms.