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OK, so I’m a 15 year old freshman. I don’t quite know how to express how I feel because I feel that I cannot explain how I feel… well anyway here it goes.
I feel like I’m gripping a different reality. A reality where everything not Okay, well a reality were nothing is OK. Let me elaborate In my world nothing matters, but people want some kind of reason to hang on. So they make up all this stupid ****. And by stupid **** I mean different cultures. Were all just bored so as a coping mechanism our minds just occupy made up niches. Everything is totally neurological. There is no universal right or wrong, Because who gets to establish right and wrong? (Don’ throw any God **** at me, It’s insulting…)
Sometimes I feel anxious and nervous for no particular reason. I think of suicide and death a lot. I think of killing my self for very minor reasons, like having to do an essay and present it. something along those lines. I am very easily irritated. I know I should not be self conscious, because there is no reason to be. And I know that what I just wrote is totally irrational.
I also have deja vu alot if that means anything.
So am I mentally unstable or am I just being a teenager(hormonal stuff)? Or am I just bored like everyone else?

What term is used to describe genetic exchange caused by migration of organisms or the gametes of organisms?
What do we call small changes in gene frequencies from generation to generation?
What is the type of selection that occurs between a male and female of a species regarding mate choice?
What evolutionary mechanism accounts for a change in a population’s allele frequency due to chance?
Name the type of natural selection that occurs when intra-specific competition is very intense, such that the members of a population must divide the niche and its resources among themselves.
Name the type of selection that occurs most often in unchanging conditions
Name the term that describes the physical differences between two sexes.