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I’ve never been much good at being part of a group or being particularly social and I just can’t see the reason why I should even try anymore.
It’ll never change and I’ll never be capable of finding a social niche.
I’m just tired of even contemplating trying to take another stab at being an adjusted person because it wont happen.
I used to get angry and resentful, now it’s just nothing.
It’s been like this for two years and it’s getting to the point where I don’t see the point of life (for someone like me) anymore. I’ll finish college, whittle away my youth indoors reading books, get some office job, whittle away my middle age in some beige cubicle, get old and die alone. If I manage even getting old.
Maybe I should join the US army and fly to the Afgan, I’d bet that’d be exciting. What do you think?

It’s sad that despite all the Miz’s, Randy Orton’s, and Cena’s that a middle-age woman who yells “Excuse Me!” is more entertaining than 6’2″ish, 250 pound men. Hell I could probably be an interesting character who garners attention because I’m this small 5’6″ 136 pound young guy who can be weird and quirky, and since that would obviously make me stand out amongst all those big string men I could carve out my own niche.