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so my best friend of almost 7 years (since 14 almost 21) judas got me pregnant, we were planning this and i was on the pill and we used a condom…i will not abort or opt for adoption. one of judes (mybest friend and father of baby) ex girlfriends had an abortion and it really hurt his schooling. he moved 10hors away to go to school for history and anthropology.and i am currently in my junior yr studying marketing and managment. we fell in love at 18 but didnt want to risk our friendship since then we have dated on and off and i am transfering schools to continue studying and attend a baking and pastry program. over his recent visit (almost a month and left 2weeks and a half ago) we had protected sex often. . . but it failed and here i am a little over 5 weeks pregnant (i found out after going to the doctor for other reasons). he has a good job but i have been a dancer for years, music videos concerts etc. that will no longer be an option for me with a belly :/ but i dont know how to go about telling him, i know he will not be exactly thrilled. he is moving back home by the end of this week so last night i tried to tell him i needed to talk to him, and he kinda just blew it off until i told him i got a gig dancing in a relatively well known music artists video but dont think i will be able to do it bc they wouldnt want me and told him it was all part of what we needed to talk about… i might be driving to get him and he will be staying with e until he finds an apartment.
any advice on when or how to tell him? im so confused and kinda scared ;/ i know he will be there for me … after the shock… i still plan on going to school and i will make sure he does too, and if he does run i will still be the best mother i can be… i just dont know how to go about this one?
sorry it is long, but thanks!