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Are there more people who have similar interest as you. I’m In high school and I really can’t stand it. I have very few friends and out of them I only have 1 I can probably talk to about my interest. I’m autistic and I’m very interested in many thing like history, politics, philosophy, religion,current events and science and I research that stuff on the internet and books but I have no one to talk about it with I think I feel like such a loner and I can’t relate to anyone and feel deppresed and sometimes even want to die. I met a few college students before they seemed so nice and opened in interesting to talk to. I’m opened to being anyone’s friend but I have a reputation of not really being social so nobody talks to me. I’ll be a senior this year and then college starts and ill try being more social but is it better there. I know there are all types of people there but can u find my niche. Sometimes I worry I will never make friends or marry and have kids which is really what I want.

Looking for advice for personal change. With the circumstances of my life left in the dark (Everyone’s got problems), I ask for someone to help me figure out a way to restructure my philosophy towards iving. I have been on a loop cycle of failure after failure in virtually everything I put my mind towards for the past 5 years.
As I am today, I feel that everything that could possibly be done in this life is ultimately futile and even in the most lucrative circumstances has no collective meaning whatsoever in the scheme of the universe. I am glad to say I do not believe emotions to be at play here except as a product of this extreme pessimism. Though it is as if I am in a flight pattern that goes nowhere, because what is the point of going anywhere if where we are is ultimately going to be controlled and supervised by the rest of the pious population till we grow old and decrepit, only to reach our final destination of a most likely unpleasant death.
I don’t follow social trends and have a very hard time understanding any other person these days. I feel as though every day I wake up further into a dream, with no real niche, journey, or plans. The idea of contentment, discontentment, happiness, sadness, success, failure mean nothing to me. I would go as far as to say I am undecided about even the most trivial decisions, as though I have completely disregarded to ideas of opinion or choice. This is beginning to have a profound effect on my social aptitude. I am finding myself during conversation just completely breaking off in mid sentence because I loose interest in anything I may be discussing with someone.
I am atheist, and first taught myself about the seemingly futile, and then non-existence of god. I am in college but can’t stop switching fields of study and then eventually drop out of the semester. I have tried a handful of popular religions in an attempt to direct my life somewhere constructive, but have always realized I was trying to trick myself in the end.
With this neutralization of motivation though has come some comforting lifestyle changes. I have quit smoking cigarettes and for whatever reason didn’t die a drug/alcohol addict (Something that was likely for a few years). This may be why I am not too panicked about my situation, I used to be a lot worse off. It is my feeling that at least I am not hurting the people around me any longer, therefore I have at least corrected the wrong I once committed. Maybe this is a complex?
I really don’t know what else to write.

Its like I need something to oppose, it feeds me. If I live in a world where everyone is equal, I would be one like everyone else. Everything would be too simple that I would just rebel out. I believe that everyone has the same rights. But I also believe in social classes, heck maybe even in a monarchy. But if that were the real case, I would only wish for it to crumble. What is wrong with me? Its like I am not affiliated with any political philosophy, just the least popular one so I can rebel against the top one. Its like my blood rages for revolution!

Im doing a project in college for fashion retailing and i need the information for victoria secrets merchandising mix Like how do they merchandise their products and their merchandising philosophy meaning what strategey do they use to make sales ans to market to customers and get their products sold

I am not becoming a English Professor just to make money.English is pretty much why I am alive.English is my niche.I am in 11th grade, and decide to start now and find out everything I need to know.I know its going to take a while 8 – 9 years thats why I decided, I can fall back on Highschool Teaching while I am persuing my English Ph.D and other stuff like that.Because I hear its hard to get a job as a English Professor, so thats why I have three Plans.I think Double Majoring in English, and Philosophy is a good Idea.After I do so I can Either go to Law school, Become a ighschool teacher, and Chase MY DREAM to become A English Professor.Should I me majoring in something esle?

I am not becoming a English Professor just to make money.English is pretty much why I am alive.English is my niche.I am in 11th grade, and decide to start now and find out everything I need to know.I know its going to take a while 8 – 9 years thats why I decided, I can fall back on Highschool Teaching while I am persuing my English Ph.D and other stuff like that.Because I hear its hard to get a job as a English Professor, so thats why I have three Plans.I think Double Majoring in English, and Philosophy is a good Idea.After I do so I can Either go to Law school, Become a ighschool teacher, and Chase MY DREAM to become A English Professor.Should I me majoring in something esle?