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I am really feeling insecure every time i see my friends’ post in facebook. I see them very happy with their friends, their life, winning the school pageant, joining at games and everything. I am really insecure because i dont have that much friends, I really wanted to join the pageant but i have a lot of scars so i cant, i used olive oil but its still there. I have a boyfriend and all i do is hurt him, he loves me so much. I also hurt my father and i dont show my love to him, I just have this high pride and i dont know what to do, I am doing well at school but its just i havent found my niche, i havent found where do i really belong, i dont love my course but i dont wanna shift courses because im already on my third year.. i just have this insecurities about having few friends,not popular and i feel like a waste of space in this world…. i need help seriously