Affiliate Marketing Secrets

i feel like crying during movies. any movie. any movie because there’s always a couple, or someone who finds love. but movie’s aren’t the main problem, i guess.
i cry because i’m lonely.
i don’t care if i’m fifteen and i have ‘my entire life’ to find someone, i’m not even looking for a soul-mate. i’m looking for someone to make me happy. even if it’s just for a little while. even if i have to deal with feelings afterwards.
some will say, ‘get a hobby’. i guess once upon a time i had a niche. i was an artist, and i was damn good too. but i fell out of creativity, and every time i try to pick it up again it never sticks. now.. now i sit in my room watching the shopping network and cartoons, occupying my time. i feel like such a loser because i’m just wasting my time. i hate summer break, because at least school kept me busy.
i don’t even have a best friend. they don’t need me, my friends aren’t exactly pivotal to my life either. i could live without my casual friends. i just.. all i want is to be happy.

He’s affiliated with my school at Centura College in VA Beach, VA.
He has hazel eyes.
He’s from the U.S.
He protects me and watches over me.
He’s older than me.
He white.
He’s waiting on me too notice him.
The initials J.S.
Who could this be?
* I’m giving whomever the best answer; Any rude answers will get thumbed down and reported. *
[ Thanks, and enjoy your Labor Day. ]