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I know life is hard. I also know that people have it harder than me but I just can’t shake the feeling of ‘the world would be better without me’. Its cliche but I feel like everyone hates me. I’ve not had a long life (15) but inside of me I just feel like everything I am is a mistake. I constanly feel empty on the inside and I’m always trying to fil this ‘void’. I’m just tired of everything. All the drama.

Long story short: Muslim girl decides to live a western-style of life, engages in premarital relationships with non Muslims, someone finds out and sends regular letters to her parents, she starts to feel guilt for not being a good Muslim, goes nuts and kills herself by jumping from the roof. http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/uknews/9…
What do you think of the person sending letters? Did he/she do the right thing?

Well if i was the last person on earth i would take an calendar, and start marking my days so i can keep track of how many days went by. I would go to my close super market and grab anything, or i might just move in there. I live close to a big shopping center and lots of other stores. Day 1 find shealter or build it, im pretty sure i would find it cause there are over millions of houses beside me, but before i do this i gota make sure that i can do it and survive for a long time, i know there is no point of it because life on earth has all vanished, but i would still wana live and see what happens. And plus i can go where ever i want. But the first place i would wana go to is Area 51 americas top secret military base. And it would be awesome to see whats down there. But yea if i were the last person i wont just commite suicide, i would try to survive intel my time comes to an end. What would you do if you were the last person on Earth?

My boyfriend and I have been dating 1.5 years and he not only says he doesn’t love me, but feels he is incapable of loving, period. He waited until we’d been dating 10months to tell me he is not attracted to me because of my weight, but will be if I lose about 30lbs (yeah, right..), and further still has very strong feelings for 2 girls he met before we did. He dated one of these two girls while he and I were dating (but NOT in a “relationship”) and he tried is damnedest to keep her a secret from me. Sometimes he says he wouldn’t mind if I found someone else, he says he doesn’t get jealous, and sometimes regrets choosing me over pursuing the two girls (he went on 2 dates with each, girl1 two years ago, girl2 last year – still has strong feelings for both) I really don’t know what to do, I’ve tried working with him and he hopes we will work out toward marriage and a family (he says he won’t be ready for another couple years – I am ready now..). If I could give him my heart to feel love with, I would, I try to show him what love looks like in my actions and through my words; but my mind tells me our relationship was doomed from the start (it took 7 months of steady dating before he would even kiss me; after he kissed me for the first time he regretted it, and we had to take a month break…after 1 month, he asked me to be his girlfriend. The next day he regretted THAT and, after dismissing suicide, wanted to break up. I talked him out of it.)
We are both Catholic, thus we are waiting for marriage to have sex. He does not look forward to the idea of sex when he DOES get married, which I find unnerving, and he has been struggling in his faith recently…he says he wants to be with me because he will never find anyone like me again and I am more “insert-positive-adjective-here” than anyone he’s ever known (except my looks..losing weight would make me attractive to him he says??). In 1.5 years he has never once driven to see me, I always drive to see him or pick him up; and while I have almost always paid for our dates/meals/admissions/etc, he plans some really romantic stuff…. I just don’t know what to think. I feel heartbroken and alone more often than not in my relationship, but I would do anything for him. I have had my share of relationships and experiences, and what I feel for him is love in spite of himself, I care more for him than I do for me, it’s very scary, and when he corrects people with “Oh, we’re not in love!” I feel like my entire body and soul want to cry. He is younger than me: I am turning 27 soon and he just turned 24. I am only his second girlfriend, his first having lasted about 2 months, and as only the 2nd girl he’s ever kissed I give him leeway because I think he’s scared of commitment but it seems so much more than that.
He lives with his parents still but want to move out once he gets a job (he just graduated summa *** laude and is having trouble with the job market). We also live 3hrs apart and I only get to see him once every 2 weeks normally. We have never once had a fight, just drama…he tells me I’m too patient, that he would have left much sooner if he were me, and but agreed with me when I said though we have 500 reasons to break up it only takes one good one to stick together…my one good reason is that I’m completely in love with him, but I don’t know his. He, by the way, said he wants to be the first to say he’s in love, so, I think he knows my feelings, but I can’t tell him 🙁 Is there any hope for us? I have been ready for marriage and kids for years and when he says something like “If I asked you to marry me right now would you say yes? :3” I feel on top of the world; but when he follows it a month later with “I’ve never REALLY thought about marrying you..” it hurts. Simple, cut to the core, pain. I don’t know what to do…

OK, so I’m a 15 year old freshman. I don’t quite know how to express how I feel because I feel that I cannot explain how I feel… well anyway here it goes.
I feel like I’m gripping a different reality. A reality where everything not Okay, well a reality were nothing is OK. Let me elaborate In my world nothing matters, but people want some kind of reason to hang on. So they make up all this stupid ****. And by stupid **** I mean different cultures. Were all just bored so as a coping mechanism our minds just occupy made up niches. Everything is totally neurological. There is no universal right or wrong, Because who gets to establish right and wrong? (Don’ throw any God **** at me, It’s insulting…)
Sometimes I feel anxious and nervous for no particular reason. I think of suicide and death a lot. I think of killing my self for very minor reasons, like having to do an essay and present it. something along those lines. I am very easily irritated. I know I should not be self conscious, because there is no reason to be. And I know that what I just wrote is totally irrational.
I also have deja vu alot if that means anything.
So am I mentally unstable or am I just being a teenager(hormonal stuff)? Or am I just bored like everyone else?

I’m a pretty busy person. I get good grades and I love the sports and activities I do, but I’m never happy.
My boyfriend is everything to me, and I’m sure I’d commit suicide if anything happened to him. I also have 2-3 close friends, but I really don’t see them much because one is always busy and the other two don’t live especially close to me. I’m outgoing at school and can talk to just about anybody, so I have a ton of acquaintances. But I only have one close friend from school because everyone already has their niche.
I do spend a lot of time with people, but any single moment that I’m alone, I get extremely depressed. I can’t be alone for half a day without feeling lonely, insecure, worthless, and hopeless. I can’t stop ruminating and comparing myself to people who are in a happy niche having fun with their best buddies. It’s terrible – what’s wrong with me? If it makes any difference, I’m 15-16 years old