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I know that humiliation and domination are both fairly well known fetishes, mine is only for humiliation, and extremely mild, yet it doesn’t seem to have a niche of any kind. No one I ask has anything quite like it. Other than the fact that it gets me insanely hot, there is nothing of an actual “sexual” nature about it, in the fantasy they are even fully clothed. The clothes may be short, or low cut, or really tight, but are just regular clothes, I seem to be very fond of denim bottoms, like skirts or jeans, and tight or small tops like Tee shirts or those sleeveless strapped “tank top” looking things. As for the fetish itself, it involves the girls laughing at me. The ways vary, sometimes their the “cruel teen girl” who whispers gossip, smirks, and chuckles quietly with her friends. Sometimes they are the sarcastic college type who says things like “oh yeah, you’re just my type. Ugh, what a freak.” Sometimes it’s more gentle and soft, they don’t mean to make fun of me, but everything about me just makes them giggle so much. may say something like “Aww, I’m sorry… your just too silly!” Or it just may be a girl who just laughs quietly to herself every time she encounters me or I try to address her, just smirks and laughs calmly, totally refusing to respond no matter how hard I try. My particular area of the fetish doesn’t seem to have a place though, nothing sexual, fully clothed, no particular scene, covers several races and “types”, isn’t strong enough to be true domination, and is to vague to be real humiliation. I mean, even when a girl so much as playfully pretends to laugh at someone (it doesn’t even have to be me, being me just makes it much more intense) I get totally turned on. If her friend falls over and she says “Ha-ha!” Or I hear one saying “so and so is weird/a dork/a perv/ect.” to a friend as she walks by, not even meaning or noticing me, I get a stir of feeling. So is there a category for this? What would this be?

I am writing an english essay for college. It on “This I Believe” between 300-500 words, i am really really nervous about turning it in, can you read this and tell me what you think. Please. any critiques would be helpful.
When asked to write about what I believe, I’ll be honest, I drew a blank. It seemed like such a simple question. But it had to be something that I abide by everyday; it had to be something that filled every niche in my life. If it didn’t, it wouldn’t have been an adequate answer, not for this essay, and not for myself. I sat awake the night before this was due and thought to myself ‘what do I believe?’
I thought about my dad; he tries so hard to provide for our family, and we don’t always have an excess, but we have enough. One day he came home from work, kicked off his work boots, and peeled his sweat soaked tank-top off. I asked him why he worked so hard when he could get any number of jobs that pay the same for half the work. He laughed and said “Because I enjoy it; it makes me happy,” he said it as if he wondered why anyone would do anything but the thing that makes them happy.
It got me thinking that in order to be happy in life you have to do the thing that is true to yourself. That doesn’t just mean what you do for a living; it means everything from how you dress, to your morals and beliefs. You can be a long-haired hippy who loves to smoke grass, or a clean-cut businessman with never a hair out of place. It doesn’t matter. Too many people go through life with a preconceived notion in their head that they have to do what society expects of them, it is drilled in from birth. Do this, or don’t do that. You need this, or you don’t need that. Eventually many people fall into the role that is expected of them, and that role which is true to themselves falls to the back of their mind and is marked off as the frivolous ruminations of a naive child.
It is one of the greatest individual triumphs in life to become happy. And to be happy you have to be true to yourself despite what others think. This is what I believe.