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Well last year a gang member had it out for me, he thought I was snitching ( I honestly don’t know if I snitched ). He is maybe a teenager and I think he wants to get at me, i still absolutely fear for my safety as well for others. I lived in fear and couldn’t eat or have things up loud, I wouldn’t go outside, I deactivated my Facebook and went ghost on everyone. I think they have my phone number and I won’t even answer to an unknown caller. The guy knew where I lived and he rode pass there once. It’s been a year since I saw him or anyone affiliated with him. It all started at school, a fight, I believe. He thinks I snitched! I’m still worried, I have superstitions I do so nothing bad happens, I don’t go outside and do sports anymore. He was friends with my brother, but I don’t think they are good friends, I’m really worried still after one year. I was never in a gang but I knew people who were, I worked with the kids brother in class sometimes. What should I do? I’m 18 now and out of school, I think he is maybe 16. What can I do?? I don’t want anything bad to happen to my family. I pray to lord to protect us and I thank him for that.

I’m pretty sure nobody really knows what I mean, so I’ll elaborate. I’m a teenager, grade nine, and I always seem to be looking for somewhere to fit in. I can watch a movie, say fight club, and then afterwards I want to be just like Tyler Durden. I watch a Marilyn Manson video, and suddenly I have the urge to go all spooky goth. I keep trying to tell myself to let go and be myself, but something in my head tells me that myself isn’t enough. Like I’m looking for my niche, where I fit-in in this big world. I want to change my wardrobe, and hang out with similar people, and listen to the music, and think the thoughts. I don’t know where to turn, so I turn over to you. Thanks ahead of time.

OK, so I’m a 15 year old freshman. I don’t quite know how to express how I feel because I feel that I cannot explain how I feel… well anyway here it goes.
I feel like I’m gripping a different reality. A reality where everything not Okay, well a reality were nothing is OK. Let me elaborate In my world nothing matters, but people want some kind of reason to hang on. So they make up all this stupid ****. And by stupid **** I mean different cultures. Were all just bored so as a coping mechanism our minds just occupy made up niches. Everything is totally neurological. There is no universal right or wrong, Because who gets to establish right and wrong? (Don’ throw any God **** at me, It’s insulting…)
Sometimes I feel anxious and nervous for no particular reason. I think of suicide and death a lot. I think of killing my self for very minor reasons, like having to do an essay and present it. something along those lines. I am very easily irritated. I know I should not be self conscious, because there is no reason to be. And I know that what I just wrote is totally irrational.
I also have deja vu alot if that means anything.
So am I mentally unstable or am I just being a teenager(hormonal stuff)? Or am I just bored like everyone else?

Having it defined as ‘reasonable’ is so ambiguous. Different people are different people, and the body has different levels of physiological arousal.
What I, as a teenager with Asperger Syndrome, an anxiety stress disorder, consider a ‘reasonable’ response to the fear of a masked burglar in my apartment, is going to be different to a depressed person who’s given up caring would consider ‘reasonable’ in the same situation.
Also, different political affiliated people will have different opinions on ‘reason’, so is the UK’s self defence law too ambiguous and in need of clarification?

Hi, people. I’d like to ask you a question:
What would you do if you feel like living is meaningless?
I mean, I feel like time is passing around me, and I’m here “standing quite still”, staring at it pass right through my eyes.
I may have depression, social anxiety (sociophobia), so I’m not good in talking to people, nor I can’t.
I don’t know what I like doing anymore, I’m always bored and tired.
I want to do things, but I don’t know what… It’s like everything I used to like now seem useless.
I’m a teenager. At the end of next year, I’ll try entering in a college. So I have only to the next year to do something “funny” before the “professional life” will actually begin.
I’m programming myself to change, I’m trying to change into someone who enjoys life.
I try enjoying life, but what is it? What’s enjoy life, what’s “Carpe Dien?” (seize the day)…
How can I enjoy something if I don’t know my likes and dislikes?
I feel numb… time is passing but I don’t feel it, I think I don’t feel nothing anymore…
I’m like a nobody occupying a niche… In school some people try talking to me… Since I got really “depressed” (about 2 years ago) I got antisocial and scared to talk to people. I had only one friend, and now he is away from me. I lost all my friends.
Now I’m trying to get them back, talk to people, but it’s really tough, and even doing that, I still I feel numb, and worthless, useless…
I have one last year in normal school, before study become work, and work becomes a reality, and “fun things” become “teenager silly stuffs, unacceptable to your age”.
I’ve never had a girlfriend, or even something similar.
I don’t know what is living…
I think for me it doesn’t matter if I’m alive or dead…
In any case, I feel like I’m a dead who is somehow living…
I began trying to change myself since a month ago. I got sick of all this, so since then I’m trying to do things I was scared to do before. Which means, get back my friends, talk to them, even though a Hi, and other few, small challenges but that’s not the point.
I try finding things that interest me, but I don’t know exactly how. So far I haven’t find a clue…
The only thing I actually enjoy doing is listening to musics from all over the world in many languages. Right now I’m listening to russian. So, I study languages as well, but I turned it into “work”, I got too worried about the work life, and so I found myself studying not more because it was fun, but because I had to, so I got bored , burned-out about it too, except the musics.
I feel after all, I’ll not even get a job, so… I’m destined to die all alone without having actually lived? I think this is my biggest fear… though I realize it happens everyday…
I see people who seems to be happy… traveling around the world, knowing new people, doing whatever they want to…
Why can’t I?
*** What would you do in such situation? ***
Please, please, don’t tell me “go to a doctor/counselor/therapy/talk to someone”, killing myself or anything similar, really.
Just try imagining yourself in such case, and if possible, try answering me by what would you do.
Just to be clear:
– I’m not suicidal, I don’t want, never tried and never will try to killing myself;
– I won’t go a doctor;
– I just want to find a meaning on life….
*Forgive my wrong english, my native language isn’t it.
Thanks for reading/answering.

I am a native Caribbean, currently a high school student in the UK. I’ve had a lot of success with businesses I’ve done in the past as a teenager. My dream has always been to open my own resort, particularly in the Caribbean. However, during this time of crisis I’m not sure this is a good idea, but who knows by the time it has been built the economy may have recovered. So I have the following questions:
(1) Is it a good idea to venture on the Caribbean Resort Business? Why or why not?
(2) Would a good niche be something health-related? [Not a spa resort, but more to do with medicine and treatment, like a hospital combined with a resort]
(3) How can I get it started in future?
Thank you so much!