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hello im 18 years old and im having trouble finding myself and where i belong in this world. im don’t want to bore you guys w/ a long tedious paragraph, so i shall keep this short and simple.
from since i could remember ive always questioned my faith and religion. now that i am much older i have come to realization that i’m a believer, but i do not wish to affiliate myself w/ an organization. much so because of the hypocrisy . i have one problem tho…i am no way near spiritual as i would like to be.
i must admit that i occasionally have negative thoughts more than i should and these thoughts come from my mild anxiety. how am i suppose to become a better person and finding myself if im always negative towards myself. i want to change the way i think cleanse my mind with positivity .
everytime i would try to pray or something my negative thoughts would kick in saying “youre not really praying” “you dont know know what you are talking bout”…blah blah blah. & then i would start to feel like i was being pretentious about trying to be spiritual.
how do you stay positive?

Hello
I am being taken to court by a local loan company. The lawsuit is for fraud of $330, a $300 loan and $30 processing fee.
The story:
I did go in person and apply for a cash advance and gave my needed information. I did not accept the offer given to me but I did sign a form stating that cash advance store could use my information and contact me with future offers. I said Yes.
5 days later I am charged a $30 fee titled Pacific advance, this was a chased check with my signature. The information for that check stated I had already gave consent and not signature needed. This caused me to go over draft and changed another fee.
Next I called my bank and had them file a despuit o n the check. Apoun doing g so I was refunded for the overdraft fee and the $30 withdrawal has put on hold.
Now 8 days after applying for the loan I was contacted by a law firm in vensse stating a suit was filed on me for fraud.
What the law firm told me:
tho original bank is attempted to do a withdrawal of $30 via check foe the processing of a $300 cash advance . And are charging me with fraud and failure to pay. He then asked if it was true that I applied and received funds of said amount.
I said Yes I did apply and no I didn’t not recive any funds. I also idleness that I did have a $30 fee withdrawal and it was by check by a different company. He then stated that the name was of an affiliate of the loaner.
What I have.
I had my bank forward copies of all transaction s since the account opend and deposit slips to the loan er’s lawer and mine. This showed that no deposit off $300 was ever made.
My lawyer then contacted the loaners lawyer and stated that the charges should be drop since the evidence shows that no loan was given and their client simply pay back the $30 fee. The other lawyer said the y would get back with us.
Now they still want to fallow through and are now wanting $1000 and are taking g my bank to court for $4000 , my bank is pnc.

Did I let the ugliness inside me, cause me to fail/struggle?
I have been struggling for over 25 years to take care of the family my kids father stated he didn’t want. I am a firm discipliner, responsible and hardworking mother. I usually bounce back from things, but im 40 now and am feeling tired, frustrated and overwhelmed. i am sensitive. my family only support my ideas when they think i have money. no one comes to see me. even tho i denied it, a lot of people are jealous of me. i went from being on the streets due to verbal and physical abuse from my dad and my kids father to the shelter, to the hood and now to a beautiful lakefront home. i tried to show my kids that i care and never left them. now they have left me and hold grudges against me for spanking them when needed as a last alternative. i have lost my hair a couple of times, gone to the hospital from being short winded and have collapsed from stress. two of my kids watched in joy to see me having a nervous breakdown. then they turn around and want to be nice to me until i disagree with them about something. i don’t know my niche. i have kept a nice place for me and my family and have taught my kids how to work and earn money, clean, wash, iron, lots of things. does God hear me? i need a financial blessing so that i don’t have to worry about how im going to survive when my youngest is gone. i spend a lot of time with my kids and family. yet they show me that they don’t need me around. they say they enjoy life without me. they make me feel worthless and hate myself. therefore, it attracts people who in turn hate me too. i need a new perception on life. tired of being rejected and hurt then the same ones call me when they want a favor. i don’t know what love is. that song called how to love by lil wayne is so me right now. i want to enjoy my life while i still have my health and strength. and still want to be with my family even tho they don’t want me. tired of working for people who fire me at the drop of a dime. i feel fatigue and depressed. my dad said not to feel sorry for myself. i am trying to understand what that means and if i am doing that so that i can hurry up and change. i was beaten up by a guy and went to my dad and all he did was talked about his problems and didn’t even look at me to see that my face was swollen and blood over me. im afraid to be intimate anymore because the experiences have been ugly. after my son grows up and leaves, i don’t know what is next for me. i need a life and to be around people that enjoy seeing me happy. even that would scare me, but i would like to know what that feels like. i admit i can be verbally rude and sarcastic sometimes. yet im told by the same ones that dislike me that i didnt do anything wrong and i am a good person. i have terrible anxiety and just stay to myself now. did i let the ugliness inside me cause me to fail/struggle?

I have been struggling for over 25 years to take care of the family my kids father stated he didnt want. I am a firm dicipliner, responsible and hardworking mother. I usually bounce back from things, but im 40 now and am feeling tired, frustrated and overwelmed. i am sensitive. my family only support my ideas when they think i have money. no one comes to see me. even tho i denied it, alot of people are jealous of me. i went from being on the streets due to verbal and physical abuse from my dad and my kids father to the shelter, to the hood and now to a beautiful lakefront home. i tried to show my kids that i care and never left them. now they have left me and hold grudges against me for spanking them when needed as a last alternative. i have lost my hair a couple of times, gone to the hospital from being short winded and have colasped from stress. two of my kids watched in joy to see me having a nervous breakdown. then they turn around and want to be nice to me until i disagree with them about something. i dont know my niche. i have kept a nice place for me and my family and have taught my kids how to work and earn money, clean, wash, iron, lots of things. does God hear me? i need a financial blessing so that i dont have to worry about how im going to survive when my youngest is gone. i spend alot of time with my kids and family. yet they show me that they dont need me around. they say they enjoy life without me. they make me feel worthless and hate myself. therefore, it attracts people who in turn hate me too. i need a new perception on life. tired of being rejected and hurt then the same ones call me when they want a favor. i dont know what love is. that song called how to love by lil wayne is so me right now. i want to enjoy my life while i still have my health and strength. and still want to be with my family even tho they dont want me. tired of working for people who fire me at the drop of a dime. i feel fatigue and depressed. my dad said not to feel sorry for myself. i am trying to understand what that means and if i am doing that so that i can hurry up and change. i was beaten up by a guy and went to my dad and all he did was talked about his problems and didnt even look at me to see that myy face was swollen and blood over me. im afraid to be intimate anymore because the experiences have been ugly. after my son grows up and leaves, i dont know what is next for me. i need a life and to be around people that enjoy seeing me happy. even that would scare me, but i would like to know what that feels like. did i let the ugliness inside me cause me to fail/struggle?

So I meet this girl and go on a date with her, she Is like the girl i’ve liked most of all, but I actually seemed kind of like a douche, and she is like fed up with me being a douche but thats my niche so I cant really change that, I mean I really cant because I’m great at being a douche but I’m boring when I’m nice… anyway she is now dating other guys even tho I desperately tried to get a date out of her, so IDK what to do now, I CAN be nice but actually im pretty sure that wouldnt help either, it looks boring and desperate…..