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Hi, Im 19 and my boyfriend of 1 year has just finished with me. We met when he was working in the market near my school. His friend liked me but I liked him. Any way we are both from Muslim families and that means we don’t get to see each other as much as other couples would. My father has a clothes business and often travels to Europe to buy clothes and I go with him so he can keep an eye on me. Which means that I used to see my boyfriend, once maybe twice a month. We don’t see each other in Ramadan either. I’ve bought him bck clothes a couple of times and we would go to his friends apartment to snatch a couple of hours with each other. Im not allowed a phone so I sort of turn up at the market when I’m free. We’ve kept our relationship secret as his friend liked me. Anyway to get to the point we would only have sex when we met each othere and we’ve only gone out for a coffee once. I’m aware he sees other girls but I thought I was the one he would end up with. He knows how I feel about him but he has never told me how he feels about me. The other week we got into a fight and he ended it, I asked how he could just throw a year away and he said it meant nothing. I sent my friends to his house (I have relatives in his area so can’t be seen) and his Mum answered (big shame as she obviously didn’t know about us) and she laughed in there faces. I’ve gone to the market but he ignores me, it turned out his friend knew all along about us and was laughing at my stupidity. But is it possible that a man could just use you like that for a year?? He is 20. I thought he’d be more grown up than that? Was I really nothing for him? I’m hurting so much, he has already moved on to another girl and I just feel like ****. i asked his friend for his number and he just laughed at me.