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i started following Jesus 2 years ago… and my parents, including my sister/twin brother have been very hard hearted since so…
currently i am struggling to find my niche and find friends.. when i get mad or angry with my parents, my brother and sister act like they expect me to be perfect and continue on not accepting me or acting normal around me; i guess you could say they all lack Christ like love and compassion…
im in a tough spot, living at home with only one friend, and they have tons of friends in college, and they still dont come to help me or make my loneliness a little bit easier.. its like they’re trying to test how strong i am.. like they think im not human or something, which pisses me off..
what is up with them?