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How is it that they allow so much DETAILED (and I do mean detailed) information about them float around? If they control everything, shouldn’t they be able to erase it all and make people forget they ever saw it? I mean if they can kill high profile people like JFK, Whitney, and Michael and keep it all “secret” why wouldn’t they just knock off all the internet bloggers who try to expose them? That should be small potatoes for them. And if they’re so rich and powerful, what’s the point of messing with everybody else when they have the $$$, power, and influence to do whatever the heck they want already? I mean, what seriously is the point??! Now I don’t doubt that there is some Big Brother types of stuff going on, but I think that’s more for money-making purposes. And I do believe it’s highly possible that alot of today’s artists are into some weird stuff. But the whole Illuminati conspiracy… I’ve tried so hard to open my mind and try to understand it, but I just can’t… Lol The whole thing makes absolutely no sense to me.

When I was about 14 year or so I started trying some weird stuff involving human brain and such, So i started meditating as my little experience into what would satisfy my curiosity.
I don’t know if it’s normal…
But I started having weird brain sensations after meditating since then; like I could actually FEEL my brain working, every degree of my thought is being worked in my brain. It’s like feeling your muscles as you stretch, and lift ( I wouldn’t know cuz i have no muscles… okay you know what i mean ).
For example: If I were to go to school and started learning math, my brain would shift the movement of sensation to it’s left top side, or if I’m in english/art/ even typing right now the sensation would move again ( I’m more affiliated to my right than left. ) into its right side. The sensation I have is almost impossible to describe, i don’t even know if their is a name for it, except it feels like the inside and outside of your brain is moving and opening/closing up. Sometimes the sensation is very strong, and sometime it just flow around in my brain, oddly enough, I can control where this sensation is moving.
Also, this feeling doesn’t entail any health, mental, sleeping issues. If it’s there to annoy me than It had done well, and I had got over it.
The only thing I would say that might had change is that I got worst in math, but got better in english?!?!?! <<< I need an answer for this.
Also, I started reacting things that I use to simply ignor when i was little, say for example a bird just flew over your head, normally people wouldn't even know it's there, but oh no, not me, I just reacted like a deer would react to a branch snap. This goes the same fo hearing.
If some of you are thinking " Holy **** THIS has got to be a troll " or " This guy must be lying " I would seriously say no, i am very serious in this case. I am 17 now and I had to deal with this for many years, and i would like answers to this.
I tried asking my friends if they have this feeling or just a natural process of me stepping into adulthood, but they answered that they never had this feeling. So I went to health forums and post my problem, and no answer, or just people doesn't take me seriously.
Plus, my reaction is scaring some of the ladie in my school, they think I'm really scary, but actually I didn't want to look at them in any lew way, the only reason I was just turning my head real quick to the right is because they usually suddenly started talking, moving their pen, flipping pages, and even walking in the hall. My god, Srsly, I hear words in school saying I'm the creepy guy looking at girls. FFS Please someone Help me answer this.
P.S
I don't take drugs.
I haven't had alchohol for almost half a year now ( taste bad)
I sleep like everybody else does.
I don't take drugs.
I haven't had alchohol for almost half a year now ( taste bad)
I sleep like everybody else does.
My frontal lobe Is very acitive. Like something in the middle core just started widening or getting bigger.
The sensation is usually in the frontal lobe region, the left side isn't so strong in sensation, but the right and center side is.
This sensation usually travels upwards to those regions i think from my temporal lobe
The back of my brain doesn't hardly experience in these feelings.
Many times before, It feels as if I have a pulse like feeling from my brain.