i feel like crying during movies. any movie. any movie because there’s always a couple, or someone who finds love. but movie’s aren’t the main problem, i guess.
i cry because i’m lonely.
i don’t care if i’m fifteen and i have ‘my entire life’ to find someone, i’m not even looking for a soul-mate. i’m looking for someone to make me happy. even if it’s just for a little while. even if i have to deal with feelings afterwards.
some will say, ‘get a hobby’. i guess once upon a time i had a niche. i was an artist, and i was damn good too. but i fell out of creativity, and every time i try to pick it up again it never sticks. now.. now i sit in my room watching the shopping network and cartoons, occupying my time. i feel like such a loser because i’m just wasting my time. i hate summer break, because at least school kept me busy.
i don’t even have a best friend. they don’t need me, my friends aren’t exactly pivotal to my life either. i could live without my casual friends. i just.. all i want is to be happy.
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Why Am I So Upset About This?
Posted on August 7, 2011.
Start talking to more ppl do something whatever makes you happy find something you love to do and start having funn! But you have to be a best friend to somebody for you to have a best friend.
To have friends, make yourself trustworthy. That’s the most important and valuable thing for social relations. Listen to others, and give them time and opportunity to trust you. Humans are selfish by nature. We have trouble seeing two sides of a relationship. You have to not only think of yourself and what you can gain from the relationship, but also what you can offer. If you’re open to offering, people will find you. Positivity also helps in attraction. People are drawn to a smile. Hobbies can help to pass time, but they don’t fill the void of human relation. No material in the world is comparable to love.