Now that I think about it, a significant portion of the dreams I can remember have something to do with being somewhere else. Going to an airport, taking a plane, and going to NYC, London, Tokyo, etc. I’ve been to all 3 places but now live in Dallas and I hate it. I just feel trapped here, especially since I’m 18 and can’t drive yet. I just miss traveling. I’ve been to more places, and I just can’t get enough. I want to do some kind of international career just so that I can have the opportunity to travel more. It’s just been a part of who I am, cause I’ve been traveling since I was a baby. So when my family settled in America from England when I was six, I’ve been restless since. We moved from the Northeast to Dallas and I just appreciated the change, but then it’s like I want to keep going, I don’t want to stay in one spot. Especially since I really haven’t fit in here. I just want to go somewhere like London or NYC again where I know I’ll have a niche to belong to. Is this what my dreams are telling me? I’ve been having these dreams for years now and they make me so happy because it feels like I’m actually there. I traveled to 2 other countries last summer and I want to travel again this summer so bad. I even enjoy going to airports and flying on planes.. is this weird? oh my gosh, I just have this strong connection to it all and like seeing other ways of life and etc. I don’t see myself as necessarily tied to any location, but I miss London so much because it’s where I was born and I haven’t been there since I was 8 and it’s been really frustrating to not go back to the place where I was so happy as a kid, cause my adolescence has not been much fun at all
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