Posted on July 16, 2012. Tags: amp, Bible, Hearing, question index, Religion, Reporting, Society, tract society, watctower, wtbs, Yahoo
When someone leaves the organization, they become disfellowshipped even if they leave the organization in good standing. They do not want anyone hearing anything that is critical of the Watctower Bible & Tract Society. Now, they are trying to silence people on websites such as Y/A, a website that is not owned or affiliated with the WTBS. Don’t believe me? Check the link belowhttp://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?…
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Posted on July 16, 2012. Tags: drift, dwindle, five months, gay couple, girlfriend, half, intimacy problems, money problems, niche, self confidence, sex, sex life, stress, stress factor
My girlfriend and I (we are a gay couple) have been dating for almost a year and a half. When we first got together, our sex life was healthy–If not a little TOO healthy, if you catch my drift. We had sex at least once a day. If we got busy with life and work, it would dwindle down to every three days or so, and we thought that was insane. We couldn’t get enough of each other.
Now, over a year later, so much has changed. We’ve been through many homes and jobs, making mistakes and trying to find our niche in this world. It’s been a stressful year, to say the least.
When all of this stress first came on is when I first noticed our sex life becoming less and less satisfying. At that time, I understood it. Even though I myself would rather have sex and embrace the fact that at least we have each other during hard times, I understood her not wanting to as much.
I watched it dwindle down from every few weeks…to every month or so…to every couple of months…and now it has been five months. When I look up things about other couples having intimacy problems, they all say it’s been a month or two. But five months? Isn’t that a little scary?
Our lives are much less stressful now. Our money problems are nearly obsolete, and both of us are about to finally go back to school (full-paid, with no worry of paying back loans or not having enough to cover tuition.) So I know that it cannot be a stress factor anymore. Now, she is somewhat overweight. She has absolutely no self-confidence, and often calls herself awful names.
No matter how much I tell her that she is beautiful and sexy (because she truly is), she still thinks so poorly of herself. And I feel that if she would only let me make love to her, I could show her how gorgeous that she is. But time and time again, she turns me down.
She tells me that it’s not me. She says that it is absolutely nothing to do with me, and that she finds me more attractive than anyone she has ever seen. She sees how this is making me break down, how it is hurting me, but she won’t even make an effort. I feel so unattractive that I can’t even look at myself in the mirror. She’s making me want to starve myself and start dressing in ways that I would normally not ever dress, because I just want her to be attracted to me again.
Now before anyone says “she is cheating on you” I want you to know that I have already considered that. I’ve already accused her of it. Of course, I could be wrong, but from what I can tell, she has been faithful. Before we even got together, she was my best friend because I knew her to be the most honest, trust-worthy person I ever met.
And also, I’d prefer answers that don’t have to do with “spice it up!” because honestly, nothing is wrong with the mechanics of our sex-life. We’re lesbians. We know how to satisfy each other. What’s wrong with the sex is the lack of it.
I just want to know what could be wrong with her…or me…that’s causing this to be so long and drawn out. It seems silly to me to end a relationship just because my partner lacks sex drive. But I am a woman. I need touched. I need to feel wanted. I need to feel special. I wait on her and her friends hand and foot and do everything she could ever possibly need. All I want is my basic human needs fulfilled. Not every day. Not even every week. Just more often than every few months.
Any help?
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Posted on July 16, 2012. Tags: California, Compton, different girl, Gangs, Girl, Lived, thuogh
if you have tell me what you experienced. is it as bad as everybody potrays it to be? were you affiliated with any gangs? did you like it or did you dislike it. just be as detailed as possible because i wanna know. even thuogh i”ve never been to compton, or california period, i want to know what its like to live there. poeple say that its bad, but i would like to go see for myself. i always wanted to know how it would be if i grew up in compton. if i did, i bet i would’ve been a completly different girl!
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Posted on July 16, 2012. Tags: central manchester, false promise, friends music, good manners, Hotel, hotel reception, interest thanks, Life, lovers and friends, man family, many different ways, normal man, Punters, sex, Society
Please tell me what you think and if its gripped you to want to find out more and gained your interest?
thanks all!!
The Real Life Of A Punter And Escort
I guess one of the strangest tides to mankind is our relationship to sex, how it can defy,shape and even break us as humans, a power that we have no control over but yet we lust for it in many different ways. The very nature of what inspired me to create this book was the secret market in which myself all walks of people indulge in secrecy. The secret life of Punters and Escorts. I could describe myself as an ordinary man, family, well paid job, 2 cars and house in rural Cheshire and all the trimmings which places me perfectly into British Society but what makes myself “Normal” to myself…is controversial to what you may think as a “normal” man. Besides the point of normality one thing that is the same between Punters is that it draws all men and woman into a spiral of lies, guilt and decent is controlling our urges to have what we want, when we want and keep it separate to society and our own mind.
Central Manchester, Hilton Hotel -11pm Friday (Myself)
I walked out of her room clutching my helmet and keys and with that a false promise that I had made in her hotel room. The whole experience of sex this time felt unethical, boring and easy from start to finish i had the fix I craved and i had become accustomed to it. I could see the hotel reception from the landing, as we walked down from her room in silence together I felt the next stage of awkwardness, saying goodbye…I kissed her on the cheek as i sign of good manners and made some on the spot lie that I would text her as soon as I arrived home. As I turned the revolving door out of the Hotel into the Manchester nightlife it was so abrupt I could see normality, real life people, interactions between lovers and friends music and atmosphere.I solemnly zipped my coat up and pushed my way through the streets to the back of hotels car park and climbed on my bike. The thought had occurred that I was an addict, not to sex, but the experience of getting it with escorts. The thought has been in the back of my mind, nipping at my heels as I backed ever closer to the cliff of regret in my mind, it felt like I was at the point of no return. For one minute I am not saying doing what I have done from day 1 has ended up like this. It has been one of the best rushes and thrills I have ever experienced, the best possible way I can put this to you graphically is if you want and woman with a big pair of breasts, blonde hair, size 10 and a large bum and to speak Russian and you want to dress her in a french maids outfit and have sex with her bent over a bath…. you can! Most people imagine the thought and masterbate or get sexual gratification from just the vivid thoughts they imagine and it stops their. But what if i was to tell you can have that experience for real…many people would not think to pass the opportunity up, so we have crossed the barrier that you can have your fantasy for real, so what is stopping most people, its the thought of one simple word “Prostitute” you mention that and the fantasy is quickly for most people stopped dead in its track. That night as I sat on my motorbike texting my partner and planning my journey out of Manchester busy city centre I realised to myself I wanted to stop, I did not want this anymore but the story’s I have to tell you will open your eyes to the “real” life of escorts and punters with emails, interviews and my own experience and giving you what you could call “The real secret diary” of and punter and escort who has experienced it all and only just turned 21….
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Posted on July 16, 2012. Tags: 10 million, 1920s, ad campaigns, broadcast, broadcast system, Month, National, Radio, radio stations, radios, theater, theater chains
The National Broadcast System
is affiliated with radio stations.
created newspaper chains.
designed ad campaigns.
created theater chains.
________ homes bought radios in the 1920s.
14 million
4 million
40 million
10 million
many people attended movies by 1930?
9 million per month
90 million per week
900,000 per week
900 million per month
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Posted on July 15, 2012. Tags: 2 sisters, disapproval, family member, member wedding, rare occasion, saving face, school computer, social isolation, special occasions, waking hours
What can I do? I have a brother (asian) whom self-imposed isolation is negatively impacting his relationship with family members. He’s 30 years old and he’s extremely nervous around people. He would not leave the house. He would leave about 3 times a year; these are special occasions like a family member wedding or to pick up his uncle from the airport. He spends the majority of his waking hours on the computers.
He used to attend grads school (computer science), but I don’t know why he quit. When asked, he said that people posted on the internet saying that all the jobs in computer science are moving to India and so that is his reason for quitting, even though he has 1 or 2 classes left. Other occasion, he would say that the job markets are scarce and there is no point in graduating now. One rare occasion, he mentioned that his professor is taking advantage of him by making him do work for him with no pay. There is no sign that he would return to finish his Master.
This past 2 years he has picked up playing stocks and internet security, and it has turned him into a security nut. He received funding from his 2 sisters, father, and uncle. Every time he loses money in stocks, he would blame it on the neighbors hacking into his system and stealing his secrets.
My uncle would ask him how the stocks are doing and every single time he would brush the question off by saying he’s fixing the computer. He has been using this excuse to avoid questions from my uncle for the past 6 months. I sense my uncle disapproval of his answers, but he doesn’t confront my brother about it. He is saving face to preserve the relationship between families. Even when my dad and sisters ask him how the stocks are doing he would say something like the system is down and he can’t check it right now. Or the computer has a virus and he can’t log on. He never answers their questions. He would make various excuses to postpone the answers in hoping that people would forget about it.
He asked his sister for $2,300 so he can build a new computer for my dad to play Chinese chess online. I know the computer he built could not have been worth 2,300. I bought a similar setup from amazon for under $1,000. He has to have money left over, but he doesn’t give the money back to my sister. I mentioned this to my sister and she made no effort in confronting him about this b/c every time we do he would react violently, slamming his fist on the table, and insulting, calling her stupid and bringing up past errors that she made years ago. After several weeks, he bought a PlayStation 3 plus various games, diablo 3 and etc… He doesn’t have a job, and can’t afford these luxuries. Furthermore, he would lock up the computer, preventing my dad from using it. Every time my dad wants to use it, he has to ask my brother to enter the password b/c my brother would not trust my dad with it. He has distrust towards people in general.
He thinks the neighbors are spying on him. Every time there is a car parked in front of our house, he would think people are stalking him. He would tape foil-paper around the house. Lock the internet and computers so other people can’t use it, and changing the lock on our doors. He is obsessed with the actions of our neighbors. For example, if our neighbor has a ladder set up somewhere, he would assume they are planning to tap his phone line.
He would nag and disapprove of us picking up the phone when it rings. He says people who are calling are trying to hack into the phone line. People would leave message on our phone, from it I found out that these people who are calling are debt collectors and they are looking for him (they mentioned his name in the message). When I asked him about this, he just tells me “don’t pick up the phone” and avoids my question. He went and unplugged the phone, without my knowledge. Every time I plug it back in, a couple of hours later, the phone would be unplugged. He claims it’s for security. I just hope that he didn’t borrow money to play stocks.
What can I do? He is hard to approach or begin a conversation with. He becomes very offensive when confronted. Attacking me or the person he is talking to by bringing up past mistakes. Calling us stupid, refusing to answer our questions, and goes into his room and slam the door on us. I feel like he is keeping a lot of secrets from us.
What do you do in this situation?
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