Basically I never want nice guys that treat me right! I always fall for total douche bags. I can’t see myself with someone nice that would treat me right. I’ve broken a lot of hearts and lost some really amazing guys. I also spend my time with people that don’t deserve me and everyone else thinks they’re total losers and jerks, and I worship them when they’re undeserving creeps. I only want people that don’t want me and its kind of sad. Why do I do this? Thanks.
It is your niche, your thing that you crave. The person that wants to be used and abused and yet you love it but you know you hate it. But your desires of being with people that dont want you drives you because you love it. The desire not to be loved and the hate that you know it is a vicious cycle you cannot help but want.