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Sorry this is so long but I really need help. I know I’m going to get a lot of hate for this, for being a “disrespectful, angsty teenager,” but I need to get this out of my system and hopefully get some advice as well.
I’m 16, and I am convinced that my mother is the worst person in the world. She is a disgusting excuse of a human being. I know, how horrible that I’m speaking of my mother this way but hear me out, here’s why I hate her:
1. She is sexist. She says that women can’t survive without men in their lives because she thinks men are supposed to provide you all the money you need. She left my dad (who is twice her age) after taking all his money and moved onto the next old and desperate rich man. She thinks women are only there to cook and clean. She lets my brother sit around the house playing video games but she makes me clean all the time and her reason “because you’re a girl and that’s what girls do.”
2. She is racist. She hates everyone except her own race (Asian). Most of my friends are from other countries, which she always gives me sh!t for. My best friend is black and my mother says not to be friends with her because she is probably a gang-affiliated thief with AIDS. She says all black people have AIDS. She says all white people are arrogant and stuck up. I’m half white so she says I should be ashamed of myself.
3. She thinks I’m not normal and she’s always putting me down. I’m smart, ambitious and I’m not afraid to be myself like many other teens. But she says I’m a weird loser, and that I should be like a “normal girl.” A normal girl, according to her, is one who sleeps around, dresses like a slut and wears a tonne of makeup. She constantly tells me to “go fukc a man, you need it” (yes those are her words). She uses every single name in the book on me, calling me a btich, sh!thead, etc. She tells me she hates me and she often threatens me, saying she wants to kill me simply for being me. She sometimes slaps me, punches me, kicks me, scratches and pulls my hair.
There are so many more reasons why I hate her but those are the top 3. I don’t know how to deal with this anymore. I’ve called the police on her twice when she was hitting me. Once when I was 6 (I assume nothing happened because I’m still here) and another time a few months ago. My mum cried to the police saying she was a good mother and lied about hitting me, then she called up all her friends to “testify” that she was a good mother, so they didn’t believe me. My life is a living hell because of this woman and she makes me want to kill myself. In my whole life, I have never called her a name to her face, never laid a finger on her, not even to defend myself, so I know I don’t deserve this. But lately I just can’t take it. When she talks to me I have to control myself and stop myself from lunging at her. I know that if I do, she will go crazy and probably beat me to a pulp. So now that I’ve vented, I would like to know how I can handle this efficiently and how to stay sane until I graduate next year when I’m 17. Once I graduate, I’ll leave.

I wouldn’t call myself racist. I believe in stereotypes like Jews are good with money & chinese people are smart etc. & I believe Racist is when you Hate other people because of their race. & I don’t believe stereotypes apply to every single person of this or that race, & I don’t hate ppl because of it I just think certain things are generally true.
Anyway, I think my real problem is with political correctness, & peoples problem with the TRUTH & blatantly obvious FACTS.
ex1: 50% of people with HIV/AIDS are Black, yet they only account for 10%-13% of The total population.
>>> 30% of people with HIV/AIDS are white yet they account for 75%-80% of The total population.
ex2: Not all Muslims are terrorists. But nearly all Terrorists are Muslims, or Muslim affiliated.
People say religious extremist of all kinds are terrorist. But seriously how many Fundamentalist Buddhists do you see Blowing things up?
ex3: People in Korea eat dogs, Chinese Honey is banned in the USA because of high levels of lead. Lead & other toxins are found in Chinese baby formula. Yet if your afraid to eat in a chinese restaurant because you think chinese people are filthy or afraid your chicken is actually pigeon or has toxins, You are ignorant or Racist.
Why is it taboo to believe & better yet openly state obvious facts?

By propagating the idea that condom use is a sin in a location that is a hot bed for aids transfer? Not to mention the refusal of help of homosexuasl and only giving out supplies to those who attend their church services? Seem very manipulative and I know that the red cross has issues with these types of ngos who are causing health risks.

Now, I’m not completely firm with this, but I’m starting to think that cures for AIDS and Cancer and other diseases exist, but that they’re only saved for really important people.
Think about it. The last major disease someone important had was FDR with Polio, and they cured that. But when was the last time an important politician or some famous celebrity had such a disease?
Is it because of money? Is it the fact that marketing pills that will “treat” the disease insted of eradicating it will make more money?
To quote Chris Rock, “It’s like Cadillac making a car that can last 50 years. You know they can do it. But they won’t! You mean to tell me we can make metal strong enough to fly into space and keep intact when re-entering the Earth’s atmosphere, but I can’t have a Camero where the f**kin’ bumper don’t fall off?!”
So, any answers would be appeciated. And please don’t call me an ignorant douche. I’m not making fun of people with aids or cancer, I’m merely pointing out something I’m still currently deciding on.