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Did I Let The Ugliness Inside Me, Cause Me To Fail/struggle?


I have been struggling for over 25 years to take care of the family my kids father stated he didnt want. I am a firm dicipliner, responsible and hardworking mother. I usually bounce back from things, but im 40 now and am feeling tired, frustrated and overwelmed. i am sensitive. my family only support my ideas when they think i have money. no one comes to see me. even tho i denied it, alot of people are jealous of me. i went from being on the streets due to verbal and physical abuse from my dad and my kids father to the shelter, to the hood and now to a beautiful lakefront home. i tried to show my kids that i care and never left them. now they have left me and hold grudges against me for spanking them when needed as a last alternative. i have lost my hair a couple of times, gone to the hospital from being short winded and have colasped from stress. two of my kids watched in joy to see me having a nervous breakdown. then they turn around and want to be nice to me until i disagree with them about something. i dont know my niche. i have kept a nice place for me and my family and have taught my kids how to work and earn money, clean, wash, iron, lots of things. does God hear me? i need a financial blessing so that i dont have to worry about how im going to survive when my youngest is gone. i spend alot of time with my kids and family. yet they show me that they dont need me around. they say they enjoy life without me. they make me feel worthless and hate myself. therefore, it attracts people who in turn hate me too. i need a new perception on life. tired of being rejected and hurt then the same ones call me when they want a favor. i dont know what love is. that song called how to love by lil wayne is so me right now. i want to enjoy my life while i still have my health and strength. and still want to be with my family even tho they dont want me. tired of working for people who fire me at the drop of a dime. i feel fatigue and depressed. my dad said not to feel sorry for myself. i am trying to understand what that means and if i am doing that so that i can hurry up and change. i was beaten up by a guy and went to my dad and all he did was talked about his problems and didnt even look at me to see that myy face was swollen and blood over me. im afraid to be intimate anymore because the experiences have been ugly. after my son grows up and leaves, i dont know what is next for me. i need a life and to be around people that enjoy seeing me happy. even that would scare me, but i would like to know what that feels like. did i let the ugliness inside me cause me to fail/struggle?

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Who Has Heard Of Giffgaff!?


giffgaff is really cheap but good!
you can egt payback (free money) for:
getting someone to join giffgaff
or helping the community
you egt payback in june and december, so if you want free money then join now and then in december you will get money.
if you particpate alot then you can get up to £2000, i know someone who did.
to order a sim:
you can order a sim from the giffgaff homepage BUT tat doesnt give £5 FREE credit
use this link http://giffgaff.com/orders/affiliate/angel43 and get £5 FREE when you top up for the first time
if you want to know more then head to giffgaff.com
you will not regret joining giffgaff
join before december and get payback
order your sims using http://giffgaff.com/orders/affiliate/angel43 now!!

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Please Read Help Needed With My External Harddrive?


Hi. I have an external 1.5 tb hard drive. I have used it alot over the past year. I just upgraded to a 3tb hard drive and transferred my files and decided to just have video on this drive and have it hooked to my Xbox. I formatted it to fat32 and put around 1tb of video on it. it was on my PC and it knocked over. I plugged it back into the PC and transferred a few more files and everything was perfectly fine. Then it slowed the transfer to around 1 mb per second which is MUCH slower than usual. I tried to exit the window and it wouldn’t even close when i tried to end the process. So i unplugged the drive. Now when i plug it in it will pop up where its supposed to in my computer but wont give me the info it usually does(like 100 gigabytes free of 1.5 terabytes) and when i click on it it wont go. A few times it says the parameters are incorrect and when i unplug it it tells me i need to format it. I cant format it or anything like that even when its plugged in. i cant open it or see any info about the drive even though my PC recognizes that its plugged in. My laptop makes the noise recognizing that a usb device was plugged in but doesn’t even display it in my computer. And as i am typing this it told me when i tried to open it that access is denied. Also i am using windows 7 Please give me any help or information you can i have put a ridiculous amount of time setting up this hard drive and organizing it nicely for the Xbox.10 points to best answer Please help.

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What Are Some Great Affiliate Program Review Sites?


I am trying to start my own affiliate business and would like to join some great affiliates sites. I have heard of alot of sites that have been scamming and would like to find some good programs. Are there any sites that you can guide me to that will allow me to review programs and join.

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I Am Very Interested In Affiliate Marketing , I Have Tons Of Niches , Write Well, And Have The Time To Put In?


heard alot of good things about wealthy affiliate university, my husband got me a new laptop for my bday last week that is meant for home biz use. My question is where to start ? I was thinking of signing up with WAU.. its 47/MO. I have biz and marketing exp. . I just don’t know ..any Affiliate marketers out there that can tell me where to start ? i know in businesss you do have to spend money to make money but I am not interested in a scam, obviously ..So, if you were me what would you do ?

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Megakey Not Working!?


Hello, i was told by a friend and numerous amounts of people online to download Megakey to get free premium access to Megaupload, MegaVideo and so on, it not a fake nor suspicous as the download link is on their offical site, but the problem im having is i download it, install the program then like it said open up the program and click all the benefits i want, then it says wait for 12 hours for it to activate. I have now been waiting for 14 days, i have emailed the Mega Support from the site, no reply after waiting for 6 days, i am running window’s 7 Professional 32-bit, i do not know if that makes any difference, if anyone has any experience with using MegaKey please tell me, as i would rather get it for free then pay £10 a month just to download a few things a day.
P.S If your wonder if i only download a few things a day why not use it as a free member, that’s because the free member download limits my broadband speed so much it only downloads at 20-50 kbps so it takes forever to download, but ive used it in happy hour where i get premium speeds for a hour per day and my speed reached 1.6 mbps. ALOT of difference.
Source: http://www.megakey.com/

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