Posted on 03 February 2011. Tags: 3 years, alot, aspirations, auto body, autobody, Career, career path, Child, choosing a career, main source, mother and wife, semesters, Stop, Time, young mother
I’m a young mother and wife. I’ve been married for 2 years and we’re on our third now (guess you coulda figured that one out). Anyways, having a child young and getting married has really put a stop on alot of my aspirations. I’ve had to alter my career path alot and have missed out on a lot of opportunities I always thought I’d take. The thing is, I’m okay with that because I’m using the resources I have in my area and the time that I do have to carve a nice niche for myself by choosing a career I CAN have. Its killing me to study, work, go to school, and man the house as well as taking care of our child all the while. I’ve been trying to get through school for the past 3 years and my husband has been working an 8-5 job in the meantime. I’ve tried to get him into school with me but he’s been 2 semesters in which one he didn’t finish and the other he barely passed. Now, he wants to leave and move 7 hours away to get certified in same auto-body school for 2 years. If not that, he wants to move 4 hours away and do an 18 month program. This is heartbreaking to hear him say this stuff. Its like me and his child don’t even matter. It’s like he’s completely blind to how hard i’ve been working to get somewhere for the past 3 years. I don’t have the option to put my family on hold and take off to chase my dreams. I think if i’m sacrificing and making the best of it then he should have to too. It think this is incredibly selfish of him. He is our main source of income to as i’m with our daughter the time and we have no daycare. The thing is, there are other places in our area that offer certification in autobody but he wants to go to the best school he can find. I really just want to tell him to grow the heck up and take responsibility like a man. If he does leave us to go there, I am considering leaving him.
Any advice?
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Posted on 16 January 2011. Tags: affiliations, alot, anyone, blood gang, christmas, crips, Don't, Gangs, last christmas, lil wayne, music, stares, wayne, west coast
This last christmas i got a lil wayne hat. I’ve been wearing it often and have noticed i’ve been getting alot of stares. I researched it and found that lil wayne has “affiliations” with the blood gang. Now, i live on the west coast (So Cal) and theres crips here. I personally am not affiliated with any gangs. I just like him for the music. but i dont want to have any problems with anyone in gangs. so, i want to know…. Should i wear this hat out?
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Posted on 11 November 2010. Tags: alot, blood sweat and tears, disposals, earth from space, harvard student, Home, Hop, jeers, Man, psychics, rap hip hop, recording, rose man, statistical chart, sweat and tears
Rate out of 10?
please i need feedback recording it tomorrow so it would help alot thanks
Children die every day before they know what the world was.
They never learned flaws of earned applause.
Because they became another victim of the world wars.
So boys and girl pause? Think of this when your dissing you peers.
Having a mad laugh drunk and pissing out beers.
The less fortunate’s blood sweat and tears.
Their many threats and no cheers the deaths and the jeers.
The no highs only the lows, The sad cries and blows.
Till their lying in a funeral home head to toes dead holding a rose.
Man we are defenseless so I’m tense *****.
Because every world leader seems to be senseless.
Close to home like incense is these ignorant insects.
Destroying the child’s phase of beautiful innocence.
Their studying Hitler’s plans To steal your children’s land.
You think cement don’t crush kids when they blow them buildings man.
So honour these scientists because they stick it with college?
Do they kick it with knowledge? No their wicked i promise.
Only if your new the experiments them fools are conducting.
In their top secret laboratories making tools of destruction.
Theirs rules of reproduction and they disagree with the construction
Of practicing psychics with heart, You are Harvard student son.
I bet your irresistibly smart, But did they teach you you need.
To survive to grow on statistical chart.
Looking at earth from space all I’m seeing is reds spots and smoke.
Because everybody below me seems to be shooting folk.
The impact of bombs exploding we need bomb disposals
Because these bombs are eroding the surface and dissolving granite.
The human race seems to be de evolving on this planet.
The carnage is unthinkable so its hard to live it visoulary.
If i was god the heavens would also cry looking at this rigid imagery.
I’d be like I’m finished finish me, But the man must have vivid fantasy
That we will come good that government stops spreading disease.
And start spreading the peace and telling tales threw the television.
televising terrorism to sell their vision but it’s a stellar mission.
That my make jealous ending because they fight with fear.
These hellish henchmen. Because you only hear
What they want you to fear you only fear what they want you to hear.
Year after year its crystal clear, They use terror to promote
their pistol premiere. Some do it for power some do if for funds.
Like the black market selling foreign guns. Arrogant ****.
Thinking their their own gods I’m gone to pull your bones apart.
************ I’m the second coming of Napoleon bonaporte.
So I’m ashamed of my own the humanoid version of fankinstein.
Wishing everybody stayed virgins so we would die out in time.
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Posted on 10 November 2010. Tags: alot, blood sweat and tears, disposals, earth from space, harvard student, Home, Hop, jeers, Man, psychics, rap hip hop, recording, rose man, statistical chart, sweat and tears
Rate out of 10?
please i need feedback recording it tomorrow so it would help alot thanks
Children die every day before they know what the world was.
They never learned flaws of earned applause.
Because they became another victim of the world wars.
So boys and girl pause? Think of this when your dissing you peers.
Having a mad laugh drunk and pissing out beers.
The less fortunate’s blood sweat and tears.
Their many threats and no cheers the deaths and the jeers.
The no highs only the lows, The sad cries and blows.
Till their lying in a funeral home head to toes dead holding a rose.
Man we are defenseless so I’m tense *****.
Because every world leader seems to be senseless.
Close to home like incense is these ignorant insects.
Destroying the child’s phase of beautiful innocence.
Their studying Hitler’s plans To steal your children’s land.
You think cement don’t crush kids when they blow them buildings man.
So honour these scientists because they stick it with college?
Do they kick it with knowledge? No their wicked i promise.
Only if your new the experiments them fools are conducting.
In their top secret laboratories making tools of destruction.
Theirs rules of reproduction and they disagree with the construction
Of practicing psychics with heart, You are Harvard student son.
I bet your irresistibly smart, But did they teach you you need.
To survive to grow on statistical chart.
Looking at earth from space all I’m seeing is reds spots and smoke.
Because everybody below me seems to be shooting folk.
The impact of bombs exploding we need bomb disposals
Because these bombs are eroding the surface and dissolving granite.
The human race seems to be de evolving on this planet.
The carnage is unthinkable so its hard to live it visoulary.
If i was god the heavens would also cry looking at this rigid imagery.
I’d be like I’m finished finish me, But the man must have vivid fantasy
That we will come good that government stops spreading disease.
And start spreading the peace and telling tales threw the television.
televising terrorism to sell their vision but it’s a stellar mission.
That my make jealous ending because they fight with fear.
These hellish henchmen. Because you only hear
What they want you to fear you only fear what they want you to hear.
Year after year its crystal clear, They use terror to promote
their pistol premiere. Some do it for power some do if for funds.
Like the black market selling foreign guns. Arrogant ****.
Thinking their their own gods I’m gone to pull your bones apart.
************ I’m the second coming of Napoleon bonaporte.
So I’m ashamed of my own the humanoid version of fankinstein.
Wishing everybody stayed virgins so we would die out in time.
Posted in Affiliate Marketing 101
Posted on 10 November 2010. Tags: alot, blood sweat and tears, disposals, earth from space, harvard student, Home, Hop, jeers, Man, psychics, rap hip hop, recording, rose man, statistical chart, sweat and tears
Rate out of 10?
please i need feedback recording it tomorrow so it would help alot thanks
Children die every day before they know what the world was.
They never learned flaws of earned applause.
Because they became another victim of the world wars.
So boys and girl pause? Think of this when your dissing you peers.
Having a mad laugh drunk and pissing out beers.
The less fortunate’s blood sweat and tears.
Their many threats and no cheers the deaths and the jeers.
The no highs only the lows, The sad cries and blows.
Till their lying in a funeral home head to toes dead holding a rose.
Man we are defenseless so I’m tense *****.
Because every world leader seems to be senseless.
Close to home like incense is these ignorant insects.
Destroying the child’s phase of beautiful innocence.
Their studying Hitler’s plans To steal your children’s land.
You think cement don’t crush kids when they blow them buildings man.
So honour these scientists because they stick it with college?
Do they kick it with knowledge? No their wicked i promise.
Only if your new the experiments them fools are conducting.
In their top secret laboratories making tools of destruction.
Theirs rules of reproduction and they disagree with the construction
Of practicing psychics with heart, You are Harvard student son.
I bet your irresistibly smart, But did they teach you you need.
To survive to grow on statistical chart.
Looking at earth from space all I’m seeing is reds spots and smoke.
Because everybody below me seems to be shooting folk.
The impact of bombs exploding we need bomb disposals
Because these bombs are eroding the surface and dissolving granite.
The human race seems to be de evolving on this planet.
The carnage is unthinkable so its hard to live it visoulary.
If i was god the heavens would also cry looking at this rigid imagery.
I’d be like I’m finished finish me, But the man must have vivid fantasy
That we will come good that government stops spreading disease.
And start spreading the peace and telling tales threw the television.
televising terrorism to sell their vision but it’s a stellar mission.
That my make jealous ending because they fight with fear.
These hellish henchmen. Because you only hear
What they want you to fear you only fear what they want you to hear.
Year after year its crystal clear, They use terror to promote
their pistol premiere. Some do it for power some do if for funds.
Like the black market selling foreign guns. Arrogant ****.
Thinking their their own gods I’m gone to pull your bones apart.
************ I’m the second coming of Napoleon bonaporte.
So I’m ashamed of my own the humanoid version of fankinstein.
Wishing everybody stayed virgins so we would die out in time.
Posted in Affiliate Marketing 101
Posted on 01 October 2010. Tags: Affiliate, alot, Atheists, authenticity, babies, Bible, christians, devil, dickwads, disbelief, hell, sky, true teachings
I personally notice alot of people claiming to be religious or non religious for really wrong reasons. Like like they don’t like the people on the other side for example. Or they’ve been uneducated on the true teachings of a specific religion, or the authenticity behind disbelief for those who have it. Like it makes me angry to see a Christian saying “Atheists are being led by the devil! They think we should kill babies!” and then it makes me angry when Atheists say “Christians are idiots who will believe that the sky is red if the bible says so”. So what do you think about the dickwads on your own side?
Then again, who am I to judge why you believe what ever the hell believe these days.
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