Affiliate Marketing Secrets

Me (26) posted in a upcountry small town where bachelor’s accomodation being scarce I had to manage a single room staying in the residence of of one of our ordinary businessman client as PG since last one year.
The landlady i.e. the clients wife, aged around 50, having single daughter pursuing college studies outstation is motherly affectionate to me since begining. Landlady’s hubby remains extremely busy with his business. Within short span of time, I developed close intimacy with the motherly landlady, enjoying talking to each other for long hours and almost regular hangouts in the evening. During such visits to mandir, market & other places, physical contacts with her attractive robust big breasts evoked my temptations, which she could easily understand. Her indulgence led us to develop an unique relation of enjoying intimate hugging & fondling each other in privacy at home. The entire acts remains unuttered from either side, even while I resorted to foreplaying, quizing & sucking her blouse lifted unveiled beautiful big breasts. Though she was visibly consenting me to proceed further yet I restricted myself to foreplaying & comforting upon her robust big breasts only (becoz of my past experience of total loss of interest after having sex with an elderly neighbour women in my college days).
While continuing such semi-physical secret relation with her for almost 03 months, a matrimonial proposal for their daughter with me was mooted by her hubby with my parents. Me too liked her daughter and had no apparent reason to decline and accordingly it has been decided to have our knot tied after completion of her studies by few months.
Thereafter the semi-physical secret relation with my would be mother in law should have been stopped. But incidentally her hubby went outstation for few days, when she desired me to sleep with her at night. On the first night itself she held my erected stout rod to ‘come in’ and enjoyed highest satisfaction with shivering orgasm. Since then she became badly crazy of having sex with me regularly for the last three months.
I really can’t resist having regular sex with my would be mother in law and it’s just impossible to decline the agreed marriage with her daughter at this stage.
It may be easy blaming me and advising impractical. But what happened and what’s happening were unavoidable.
Anyone having an understanding mind may please advise ‘How do I come out?’

First of all, I’m not friendLESS, which is a good sign. However, I do not feel like I have a solid group of friends that provides that social stability/support. I am currently a (female) sophomore in college and I am having a hard time finding my niche or close group of friends in college. I feel like most people make their friends from their hallway freshmen year. Last year I got unlucky and lived in a dorm that attracted the types of people I specifically could never find myself being friends with–the superficial party animals. I also roomed with a girl who seemed to be on the same page as me (ie: neither of us fit in with the types of people who chose to live in this dorm) but she wasn’t interested in being friends with me for some odd reason, and grew to dislike me for almost no apparent reason.
I remember within the first week we both felt like everyone in my hall clicked off very quickly and before I knew it, both of us were alone, and she ended up transferring out after the first semester. Looking back, I kind of wish I had too because I didn’t fit in at all. But for some reason I thought if I stuck it out maybe it would get better.
So that explains largely why I didn’t make that many friends my freshman year when I “should have”. The school I’m attending also has about 50,000 undergrads, so it can be difficult to make the connections.
This year, I’m living in an apartment with random roommates (and will probably find myself, embarassingly, doing the same thing my junior year :/). While I have some friends, I want a stable group of friends, but I feel like all the upperclassmen already have a group of friends and aren’t looking for any more. Plus, it is difficult to break into an already formed social circle. My problem is, I have a lot of trouble following through with relationships and turning acquaintances into friends. I have people who I sit with in class, see at work, etc. but I have an extremely difficult time taking relationships to the next level. Its not that I’m that fearful of rejection, I feel like the whole process of asking to get food or hang out will be awkward. I’m also afraid that it isn’t appropriate to take things to the next level.
At this point, I feel like it is most critical to make friends because in the working world it’s even more difficult. I would even like to find a mate in college if possible, but I don’t know if that will happen or not either.
It just seems like everyone else has found their niche here and is comfortable with their adult life whereas I feel like I am just floating around without any stable social relationships to keep me grounded. Again, I am not in a position where I have zero friends. I do have one really good friend who I’d consider reliable. I have two other friends (who are also mutual friends with each other), but both of them are social butterflies so I really only feel like an option to them. So they’re not very reliable because they both already have their own separate group of friends.
What can I do to improve my confidence in my social life?