Posted on 20 November 2012. Tags: Age, art class, Avg, dad, education training, Goals, Jockey, person, plan b, professional artist, quite some time, ridden horses, Unrealistic, weight
I want to be a jockey, ive ridden horses for quite some time now and i jump them too. I know abought tje weight and you have to be a light person. I can check that off my list (97lbs naturally) what about education? Training? Age, how old do you have to be to start training?? Where can i find a trainer? Anything and everything between the lines.
My dad thinks im being to rediculus and that i would never make it as a jocky or professional artist (plan B) i have a 94%avg. In art class aha
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Posted on 18 October 2012. Tags: Alike, art, art class, attention whore, best friends, class, envy, grade essays, honest opinion, niche, seniors, seventh grade, stupid things, Work
I’ve been best friends with this girl since the seventh grade. (We’re seniors in high school now.) And we’ve never fought or had any problems with each other, but now I can’t seem handle being around her.
She’s always been smart and hilarious and beautiful and confident and creative and interesting. She can talk to anyone and have them like her in seconds, including adults. I admit that I kind of envy her a little, but I try not to compare myself to her. It’s just getting harder now that we have classes together. I was really good at English last year (highest class grade, essays used as samples), but we have English together now, and she seems to have taken my place there. We’re also in the same art class together. My confidence in my work has always been pretty low, but now it’s worse because my friend demonstrates a talent far superior to mine. Having her there makes me even less confident in my work because I can’t stop comparing my stuff to hers. It’s terrible.
It’s gotten to the point at which I’ve stopped talking to her as often, and stupid things she says or does make me overreact in anger. I’ll think she’s a know-it-all or an attention-whore or horrible things like that, which I know isn’t my honest opinion, but I guess I’m just jealous.
I’ve explained it to myself as us trying to occupy the same niche. We’re both artistic, good at English, we have very similar humor, we both like to look at the world in the same kind of weird way, we behave pretty similarly. When she’s there, she takes that personaity niche, and I just kind of let her and stay quiet and reserved. But today she was absent, and I felt so much more myself and talkative and outgoing, because that niche was there for me to take. I got to play her role.
I know, it sounds crazy. I have no idea why I find our similarities threatening.
What can I do? How can I stop feeling repressed when she’s around? How can I stop comparing myself to her?
Thanks.
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Posted on 29 August 2010. Tags: art class, Bakery, baking class, business suit, cake, college, dream job, filipina girls, finding a job, great potential, having some sort, health sciences course, Niches, sort, Want
Hi guys, I’m going to be a freshman in college this upcoming fall. I’m filipino and a girl.. I dunno if you guys know the stereotype of how filipina girls are nurses and such, it’s somewhat true, because ALL of my aunts are nurses, besides my mom. She wanted to wear a business suit and work in a cubicle. 😛 My mom has stressed all my life how I will be set with money + having a job when I get out of school. She has told me all these things about nursing that just made me feel so set.. So I grew up wanting to be a nurse. I took a health sciences course, and it was alright. It was nice to wear the lab coat and go see surgeries and shadow doctors and such, but…
lately I’ve been having some sort of doubt when I think of nursing. Although I would be making good money, have no trouble finding a job, I don’t know if this is really what I want to be. I’m just SUPER confused about what to do, because I don’t know if a job is really something you’re supposed to like, that’s what it seems. My mom says how ‘it’s just a dream job’, nursing is what will keep you living well.
Baking is a hobby of mine, and it relaxes me, and I feel so free when I bake. My niches are being creative, and drawing. I don’t like saying it, but I have always been the ‘good drawer’ in class, and I don’t know how to explain it, I know I have great potential to be a baker… This is what I made for a cake walk. I only used those $1 cake mixes, but I tried to make them pretty:
http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs595.snc3/31355_1215745114233_1246980568_30855536_7829023_n.jpg
http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs575.snc3/31355_1215745034231_1246980568_30855534_5597875_n.jpg
I made 10 cakes in 12 hours..
http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs575.snc3/31355_1215745154234_1246980568_30855537_4377712_n.jpg
I’ve never had a baking class or even really an art class… Agh, this is sort of just a rant, but I honestly don’t know what to do…
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