Posted on 07 November 2012. Tags: AIDS, best friend, Dead, excuse, Girl, Hate, loser, makeup, playing video games, rich man, SLUT, thief, Time, tonne, worst person in the world
Sorry this is so long but I really need help. I know I’m going to get a lot of hate for this, for being a “disrespectful, angsty teenager,” but I need to get this out of my system and hopefully get some advice as well.
I’m 16, and I am convinced that my mother is the worst person in the world. She is a disgusting excuse of a human being. I know, how horrible that I’m speaking of my mother this way but hear me out, here’s why I hate her:
1. She is sexist. She says that women can’t survive without men in their lives because she thinks men are supposed to provide you all the money you need. She left my dad (who is twice her age) after taking all his money and moved onto the next old and desperate rich man. She thinks women are only there to cook and clean. She lets my brother sit around the house playing video games but she makes me clean all the time and her reason “because you’re a girl and that’s what girls do.”
2. She is racist. She hates everyone except her own race (Asian). Most of my friends are from other countries, which she always gives me sh!t for. My best friend is black and my mother says not to be friends with her because she is probably a gang-affiliated thief with AIDS. She says all black people have AIDS. She says all white people are arrogant and stuck up. I’m half white so she says I should be ashamed of myself.
3. She thinks I’m not normal and she’s always putting me down. I’m smart, ambitious and I’m not afraid to be myself like many other teens. But she says I’m a weird loser, and that I should be like a “normal girl.” A normal girl, according to her, is one who sleeps around, dresses like a slut and wears a tonne of makeup. She constantly tells me to “go fukc a man, you need it” (yes those are her words). She uses every single name in the book on me, calling me a btich, sh!thead, etc. She tells me she hates me and she often threatens me, saying she wants to kill me simply for being me. She sometimes slaps me, punches me, kicks me, scratches and pulls my hair.
There are so many more reasons why I hate her but those are the top 3. I don’t know how to deal with this anymore. I’ve called the police on her twice when she was hitting me. Once when I was 6 (I assume nothing happened because I’m still here) and another time a few months ago. My mum cried to the police saying she was a good mother and lied about hitting me, then she called up all her friends to “testify” that she was a good mother, so they didn’t believe me. My life is a living hell because of this woman and she makes me want to kill myself. In my whole life, I have never called her a name to her face, never laid a finger on her, not even to defend myself, so I know I don’t deserve this. But lately I just can’t take it. When she talks to me I have to control myself and stop myself from lunging at her. I know that if I do, she will go crazy and probably beat me to a pulp. So now that I’ve vented, I would like to know how I can handle this efficiently and how to stay sane until I graduate next year when I’m 17. Once I graduate, I’ll leave.
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Posted on 03 November 2012. Tags: best friend, clue, cooks, curvy girl, dancer, ease, guy, kind of girl, laugh, lt, medical school, perfect girl, person, postive person, slutty
So here’s a girl.
She’s outgoing, enthusiastic and sociable.
She’s bubbly and cute.
She’s funny, makes the whole room laugh.
She’s beautiful inside out.
She’s so sweet, so nice and polite and smiley.
She’s a postive person.
She’s friendly, makes people around her feel comfortable and at ease.
She’s 5″4 and is 60kg, curvy girl.
She’s smart.
She’s in medical school.
She cooks very well, her food is to die for, amazing
Would you ask this girl out? Or would you be afraid to?
P.S. This girl has NEVER been asked out before. Ever. She has known guys liked her in secret, but no guy has ever come up to her and asked.
Why do you think this is so? I have no clue. My best friend. <3 But don't all guys want this kind of girl, and moan and complain about how girls are so slutty and stuff when there's a girl like THIS on the market and has NO takers???
Also, I forgot to add! She doesn't drink or smoke !! She's religious as well., but she's open-minded in the sense that she does party. AND also she's a dancer and a singer as well. Yea, I know, all-rounded.
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Posted on 22 April 2012. Tags: best friend, best friends, friendship, girlfriend, Girlfriends, horrible experiences, host mom, marcel, Parents, relationship
Ok, so I’m a junior in high school, a guy, and 17. And I’ve really never been the sort of person to affiliate myself with exchanged students, but I met a German exchanged student at the beginning of this year, his name is Marcel. We literally clicked, and started becoming best friends very fast. Me and him literally did everything together and we would stay at eachothers houses every single weekend, literally. It was so much fun. I’ve had horrible experiences with losing people in my life, all of my other best friends have literally died. And I’ve never had a friendship as great as this one. We continued to grow closer, and I remember all the time he would tell me he gets in fights with his host mom and stuff. Then one day at the beginning of February, he got in a huge fight with her. And so he decided to find a different family. He couldn’t find one. And then I thought, it would be so cool of he lived me. Just my best friend, we’d be like brothers. And so he moved in with me in February. He was soooooo excited and so was I! And we thought it was the coolest thing when he moved in. We hung out every day, talked non stop late into the nights, had our girlfriends over and backed eachother up so we wouldn’t get in trouble with my parents, even though I don’t like his girlfriend, and he doesn’t like mine, we support eachother. And then things got weird. He started hanging out with his girlfriend sooooo much. Literally everyday he would bring her over. And they’re relationship grew. But I lost my girlfriend. And so then I started feeling left out and that he didn’t like to hang out with me as much anymore. It made me feel horrrrible. I tried to tell him they hang out too much and he just got mad at me. And his girlfriend’s friends thought the same too. Things just started changing, he became more short with me, and didn’t want to do anything but sit in our room. I didn’t get it. He used to be so much more excited and pumped to go to parties with me or play video games etc. I didn’t know what I did wrong. Anyways, his parents visited from Germany last week and they stayed in a house near my house. And me and my family got to meet them and stuff. And while his parents were here, his girlfriend randomly and viciously dumped him. Out of nowhere. Because she was talking to some other guy. And so he got into an extremely bad mood for a long time. He slowly talked to her, and they’re kinda together right now, but not dating. She’s a piece of **** and it makes me mad she could make him so depressed like that. And he didn’t believe me when I told him that she was talking to some other guy. He ALWAYS trusted me, and we told eachother everything. But I had been hiding a secret. I keep getting fevers and night sweats and joint pains and infections. So I brought myself to get some blood work, and the hospital believed to see leukemia. I was devastated because so many people in my life have died from cancer. I didn’t know what to do, so I just went and told him looking for support, just like I supported him through his tough break up. He was in shock at first, but then he started saying that I’m putting pressure on him, and that it shouldn’t begin responsibility to babysit him or something? All I wanted was a shoulder to lean on. And this just made me more angry, and the night I told him me and him were going to a party. He decides to bring that stupid girl. I didn’t want to party at all. I just wanted to go home and talk to him. But he didn’t care. He wanted to hang out with that no good whore and not support his friend. It pissed me off. I just pretended that the cancer wasn’t bothering me anymore because he was just getting mad and I didn’t know what I did. Did I do something wrong? I thought me and him were so close. We’re always talking or doing something fun. He thought it was ok. And then he flat out ditched me and took that girl with him somewhere and left be bawling my eyes out thinking I was going to die. After all that, he began hanging out with this other kid I don’t like, he doesn’t want to do anything fun with me, he just wants to do homework. I only have a limited time left with him before he leaves. I am visiting him in Germany next year, but I won’t get to see my best friend for a long time. I just want things to be fun again, and for him to actually like talking and hanging out with me. So I need help, do you think what he did was just a little messed up:/? And I tried confronting him about hanging out with that other kid but he’s still going to. I want my best fiend back to how he used to be. I miss him. Do you have any advice on what I should do? He’s sleeping as I’m typing this, which shows how much interest he has in having fun. It’s Friday..please just tell me how to talk to him to get him back. I’ve never been this close to a friend and he’s like my brother. Sorry
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Posted on 25 March 2012. Tags: best friend, close relatives, Country, Cousin, foreigners, homesick, homesickness, Missing, niche, ppl, skype, social circles, student population, university, way
Hey ppl. I’m really bummed out right now. I’m away at university (in another country, that is) and I really miss my family. I’m staying at some relatives but they are not close relatives. I’m also commuting to my university which isolates me in a way from the rest of the student population so I haven’t quite found my niche. I get to talk to my family every night on skype (we are really close knit) but I’m still extremely homesick. I miss my best friend and my cousin and especially my mom. How can I get over the homesickness and try to make more friends? All the cool people that are like me that I have met so far aren’t taking my classes or are only taking one or two of them so I don’t get to see them often. Its also hard to break into social circles that are already established and not many foreigners come to this university. HELP!
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Posted on 20 January 2012. Tags: alex, amin, best friend, bestest friend, canteen, emmanuel, hangout, hussain, saad
My bestest friend is called Juan. We have been friends for about 6months. WE always hangout and etc…. Recently, i found out he smoked. I was really bothered by this but i didn’t show him i was SO bothered. Anyways, i told my other best friend Emmanuel that he smoked so then in canteen today Emmanuel told juan WHY DO U SMOKE? And then juan was like: AMIN! Why did u tell him?!!
Later on, i was at a market with him and he looked very sad. I asked him waz up and he sed: well, my best friend told his friend that i smoke so now alex,lauren,saad and hussain knows , thnx alot….
🙁 🙁 I never knew it was supposed to be a secret! I think i’ve betrayed him… He says that eh doesnt trust me and im very sad 🙁 WHAT SHOULD I DO?? PLEASE HELP!
BTW we r all 13
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Posted on 07 August 2011. Tags: best friend, casual friends, creativity, cry, feelings, hobby, loser, movie, niche, problem, shopping network, soul mate, summer break, wasting my time
i feel like crying during movies. any movie. any movie because there’s always a couple, or someone who finds love. but movie’s aren’t the main problem, i guess.
i cry because i’m lonely.
i don’t care if i’m fifteen and i have ‘my entire life’ to find someone, i’m not even looking for a soul-mate. i’m looking for someone to make me happy. even if it’s just for a little while. even if i have to deal with feelings afterwards.
some will say, ‘get a hobby’. i guess once upon a time i had a niche. i was an artist, and i was damn good too. but i fell out of creativity, and every time i try to pick it up again it never sticks. now.. now i sit in my room watching the shopping network and cartoons, occupying my time. i feel like such a loser because i’m just wasting my time. i hate summer break, because at least school kept me busy.
i don’t even have a best friend. they don’t need me, my friends aren’t exactly pivotal to my life either. i could live without my casual friends. i just.. all i want is to be happy.
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