Affiliate Marketing Secrets

I’ve been searching both clinicaltrials.gov and http://crnet.mgh.harvard.edu for local trials at harvard affiliated hospitals, and it seems like everything requires you to be suffering from aids or cancer or some other horrible terminal illness. I know I’ve seen things like intestinal studies where you just get an endoscopy or just getting MRI/PET scans and it said you got paid $500-600 for them, but I can’t find anything like those anymore and healthy people ones are usually like blood donations for $25 a visit or something worthless like that. I know about sleep studies, but I can’t do them because I have a lot of responsibilities here at home.

I am going thru a rough patch in my life, and here is my life right now:
1. I am a single mom of a beautiful 7 year old girl.
2. I had to quit my job in September. It was emotionally abusive and two of my former coworkers are suing the place because of how horrid it was.
3. I have been separated for almost two years, going thru a shitty divorce.
4. Student Loans is after my blood to start paying them again.
5. My boyfriend, I just found out, is flirting with a girl that broke us up six months ago. Again, talking to her.
6. I am very broke, living on employment insurance and have not been able to get even a job interview in five months.
7. One of my ‘close’ friends is being nasty, and borrowed $130.00 from my credit card, even tho she has a job and she knows I do not. It’s been three months and I’ve asked her a few times and she hasn’t paid me back.
I am beyond depressed. I do have a lot of good in my life. I am healthy and beautiful. I am smart: I have a Bachelor of Arts in English/Psychology and also Business Administration with a Concentration in Marketing(I graduated with honours). I have a wonderful kid. I have some friends that would die for me.
I love everyone I meet and believe in karma and The Secret. I know the law of attraction does work, I am in such a funk and stressed that I can barely get up the last few mornings. It’s just SO incredibly hard to use the Secret and good karma when I just want to crawl back in bed and hide from the world. So please send my some of your happiness, support, understanding. I need all the help I can get.

Does it not bother you the amount of death and destruction waged in your religions honour?