Posted on 29 April 2011. Tags: call, Club, club group, drama club, feelings, intense emotion, jealous type, kind, million pieces, niche, rehearsal, Stop, talented actor, type, urge
So recently I came to a new school and the Drama Club group kind of became my niche. There were two people who made a really good couple when I came here. Let’s call them Jill and James.
They looked great together as a couple and were almost exactly alike. Now, Jill is my friend and she’s really sweet.
James is one of the best, sweetest guys I think I’ve ever met. He’s had his heart torn out, stomped on, and shredded into a million pieces.
Jill broke up with him after rehearsal today.
And I think, only when I saw him trying not to cry outside the theatre, that this intense emotion washed over me. I had the strongest urge to run over there, put my arms around him, and start crying with him, or at least do something to make him not cry, it was like all I suddenly cared about in the world was him. I tried to talk to him but he was so disgruntled that I backed off.
The more and more I think about it… The more I think I like him and I have for a long time, but I just now realized this.
He’s hilarious, not extremely hot or anything, very, very kind, a talented actor, and overall one of the greatest people I’ve ever met, and now, I really want to ask to go with him to the end of the year dance or something.
I understand that within at least the next two weeks, this would be completely innapropriate. I get it.
My other issues are, he’s extremely thin and I’m about 125 pounds. I don’t feel like this affects anything, but I feel awkward in general with that type of thing.
So my questions are…
A) How can I stop having feelings for James?
B) Should I even bother asking him? I feel so terrible when I see him looking so depressed; it makes me upset.
C) If we DO decide maybe on a relationship of some sort, how can we keep Jill from being too angry? (She’s not really the jealous type, but still.)
Thanks a bunch. 😉
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Posted on 29 April 2011. Tags: call, Club, club group, drama club, feelings, intense emotion, jealous type, kind, million pieces, niche, rehearsal, Stop, talented actor, type, urge
So recently I came to a new school and the Drama Club group kind of became my niche. There were two people who made a really good couple when I came here. Let’s call them Jill and James.
They looked great together as a couple and were almost exactly alike. Now, Jill is my friend and she’s really sweet.
James is one of the best, sweetest guys I think I’ve ever met. He’s had his heart torn out, stomped on, and shredded into a million pieces.
Jill broke up with him after rehearsal today.
And I think, only when I saw him trying not to cry outside the theatre, that this intense emotion washed over me. I had the strongest urge to run over there, put my arms around him, and start crying with him, or at least do something to make him not cry, it was like all I suddenly cared about in the world was him. I tried to talk to him but he was so disgruntled that I backed off.
The more and more I think about it… The more I think I like him and I have for a long time, but I just now realized this.
He’s hilarious, not extremely hot or anything, very, very kind, a talented actor, and overall one of the greatest people I’ve ever met, and now, I really want to ask to go with him to the end of the year dance or something.
I understand that within at least the next two weeks, this would be completely innapropriate. I get it.
My other issues are, he’s extremely thin and I’m about 125 pounds. I don’t feel like this affects anything, but I feel awkward in general with that type of thing.
So my questions are…
A) How can I stop having feelings for James?
B) Should I even bother asking him? I feel so terrible when I see him looking so depressed; it makes me upset.
C) If we DO decide maybe on a relationship of some sort, how can we keep Jill from being too angry? (She’s not really the jealous type, but still.)
Thanks a bunch. 😉
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Posted on 28 April 2011. Tags: call, Club, club group, drama club, feelings, intense emotion, jealous type, kind, million pieces, niche, rehearsal, Stop, talented actor, type, urge
So recently I came to a new school and the Drama Club group kind of became my niche. There were two people who made a really good couple when I came here. Let’s call them Jill and James.
They looked great together as a couple and were almost exactly alike. Now, Jill is my friend and she’s really sweet.
James is one of the best, sweetest guys I think I’ve ever met. He’s had his heart torn out, stomped on, and shredded into a million pieces.
Jill broke up with him after rehearsal today.
And I think, only when I saw him trying not to cry outside the theatre, that this intense emotion washed over me. I had the strongest urge to run over there, put my arms around him, and start crying with him, or at least do something to make him not cry, it was like all I suddenly cared about in the world was him. I tried to talk to him but he was so disgruntled that I backed off.
The more and more I think about it… The more I think I like him and I have for a long time, but I just now realized this.
He’s hilarious, not extremely hot or anything, very, very kind, a talented actor, and overall one of the greatest people I’ve ever met, and now, I really want to ask to go with him to the end of the year dance or something.
I understand that within at least the next two weeks, this would be completely innapropriate. I get it.
My other issues are, he’s extremely thin and I’m about 125 pounds. I don’t feel like this affects anything, but I feel awkward in general with that type of thing.
So my questions are…
A) How can I stop having feelings for James?
B) Should I even bother asking him? I feel so terrible when I see him looking so depressed; it makes me upset.
C) If we DO decide maybe on a relationship of some sort, how can we keep Jill from being too angry? (She’s not really the jealous type, but still.)
Thanks a bunch. 😉
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Posted on 28 April 2011. Tags: call, Club, club group, drama club, feelings, intense emotion, jealous type, kind, million pieces, niche, rehearsal, Stop, talented actor, type, urge
So recently I came to a new school and the Drama Club group kind of became my niche. There were two people who made a really good couple when I came here. Let’s call them Jill and James.
They looked great together as a couple and were almost exactly alike. Now, Jill is my friend and she’s really sweet.
James is one of the best, sweetest guys I think I’ve ever met. He’s had his heart torn out, stomped on, and shredded into a million pieces.
Jill broke up with him after rehearsal today.
And I think, only when I saw him trying not to cry outside the theatre, that this intense emotion washed over me. I had the strongest urge to run over there, put my arms around him, and start crying with him, or at least do something to make him not cry, it was like all I suddenly cared about in the world was him. I tried to talk to him but he was so disgruntled that I backed off.
The more and more I think about it… The more I think I like him and I have for a long time, but I just now realized this.
He’s hilarious, not extremely hot or anything, very, very kind, a talented actor, and overall one of the greatest people I’ve ever met, and now, I really want to ask to go with him to the end of the year dance or something.
I understand that within at least the next two weeks, this would be completely innapropriate. I get it.
My other issues are, he’s extremely thin and I’m about 125 pounds. I don’t feel like this affects anything, but I feel awkward in general with that type of thing.
So my questions are…
A) How can I stop having feelings for James?
B) Should I even bother asking him? I feel so terrible when I see him looking so depressed; it makes me upset.
C) If we DO decide maybe on a relationship of some sort, how can we keep Jill from being too angry? (She’s not really the jealous type, but still.)
Thanks a bunch. 😉
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Posted on 18 February 2011. Tags: Access, aspiring actress, call, casting call, clientele, composite cards, john robert powers, modeling agency, photo, portfolios, related marketing, Reputable, scams, wilhelmina models, Work
I have a casting call with Wilhelmina of PA Saturday however I know a few things about scams, since I am a aspiring actress and have done my research to avoid these scams. I know all about John Robert Powers, etc. Based off of my research agencies only operate during the work week and not the weekends. Also Wilhelmina of PA does not charge a joining fee but will charge you to pay for your photo shoots (testing), composite cards, and other related marketing fees. Compared to the reputable Wilhelmina Models website does not allow access to portfolios unless you are an authorized clientele; whereas Wilhelmina of PA allows access to these portfolios. Also I would assume that along with the portfolios shown on the W. PA site there would be a listing of credible clients they have worked with thus far. Now take in mind that Wilhelmina of PA has just launched in 2009, also Wilhelmina of PA IS LISTED AS A AFFILIATE OF WILHELMINA MODELS. http://www.wilhelmina.com/affiliates.cfm So I am confused, why would Wilhelmina Models list Wilhelmina of PA as an affiliate if they are in fact a scam.
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Posted on 30 January 2011. Tags: Australia., call, gay male, guy, hottest guy, intention, kicker, little bit, lol, person, relationship, relationships, text, these girls, two minutes
Gay male in my early 20’s here. A few weeks ago, I met this guy. At first I never would’ve considered getting involved with him cause he lives nearly 2 hours away but we have so much in common, more than probably with anyone I’ve ever known. We started talking all day every day, and he made no secret of the fact that he really likes me and was falling for me. He’d keep telling me I’m the hottest guy he’s ever seen, I’m amazing, he’s never felt like this before. I thought it was really sweet, but at times, veered off into feeling a little bit too much like idolization (For example, I’m an actor and he watched a movie I was in and told me “You first come on screen two minutes and 42 seconds in”). Anyway though, we began seeing each other. He came here, then I went there, and we both kept saying how much we like each other. But here’s the kicker…he’s leaving for Australia next week and doesn’t come back until June! However, he’s kept talking about our plans for when he gets back and the summer and stuff – even mentioned us living together (yet we’ve never really talked about what we are, if we’re officially in a relationship or what)
So last night, we’re texting and he tells me loves me (which he hadn’t directly said before) and then tells me to check Facebook. He sent me a message, which I found VERY strange. It was saying about how he’s happy that he’s leaving because he’s crazy about me and he knows that if he were staying, he’d push me away because that’s what he does with people. He said that because he’s “always gotten screwed over” in his previous relationships, that’s all he knows (He’s only been out of the closet recently and has never been with a guy before. He’s only dated girls – all of whom he deceived into believing he was straight. So I find it a bit hard to swallow that he supposedly got so screwed over by these girls). He then said that I shouldn’t wait for him (As if I had ANY intention of doing so) and said that while he’s away, he’s gonna be dating guys who he can make these mistakes with because they don’t mean as much to him as I do and said that when he gets back, he’s gonna call “the only person he’s ever loved” and that I should expect that call.
This message bothered me a little – I didn’t like how he was whining about getting “screwed over” and pushing people away, I also didn’t like having to hear about all the guys he’s gonna hook up with – but I thought maybe I was being irrational and I’d let it go. Then he keeps texting me and asking if I got it. I said “I did. So am I really the only person you’ve ever loved? hehe ;)” He writes back saying “Psh yeah! I mean well, I haven’t been on the market long but still” …Not so much the answer I wanted to hear. His whole demeanor felt different. So I “jokingly” wrote back saying “Oh you’d probably say that to any guy who was here lol” So he writes back saying “Well I love everything I know about you and being with you. It’s too soon for I love you’s though now that I think about it [Um who’s the one person who said that though?! Not me!!]. I could be hooking up with lots of guys that are closer!” That was it, I was really mad! I didn’t respond and then like an hour later, I get another text saying “Lol, that may have been me impulsively pushing away”.
I felt like I had had it, so after a lot of thought, I sent back a text saying “And Matt, this is me doing the same.” So he immediately responded “How so?” but I didn’t know what to say, and it was like 3am so I just went to sleep. It’s annoying because I can’t even say in words how he’s gone on and on and on about how nuts he is over me. He said one night he was paranoid and binge drinking and freaking out cause I hadn’t immediately responded to a text of his (I was at work, it took me a few hours!), he said how he talks about me to everyone, his entire Facebook statuses and everything are always about me, there are nearly 2000 texts between us in my phone, etc etc etc. I’m just not sure what to do
Another is… I do like him. On paper, we’re perfect for each other. That said, I don’t know, maybe I’m crazy, maybe it’s just that I’m not used to it being easy, but….something’s missing. With the few guys I’ve previously really liked, I was SO certain. When we kissed, it felt like fireworks going off, I wanted to know everything about them, and be around them every second of every day. I do really like him and think I’d miss him terribly if we were to just stop talking. But I don’t have that fireworks feeling, yknow? He’s attractive but he’s not a good kisser and he smells like an old lady’s attic. Now I don’t know
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