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cuz i am one ballin rapper and write lyrics like this. am i hot enough for sexy mammis like you girls?:
think I’m Big Meech Larry Hoover, whipping work, halleluiah, one nation under god real nikkas getting money from the fudging start.
I think I’m Big Meech Larry Hoover, whipping work, hallelujah, one nation under god real nikkas getting money from the fudging start.
My rolls Royce triple black
I’m itchy hoe,
Balling in the club, bottles like I’m Nietzsche hoe
Cocaine running in my big vain
Self made, you just affiliate
I build the ground up, u bought it renovated
Talking plenty capers nothings been authenticated
Funny you claiming the same beech that I’m penetrating
Hold the bottles up where my comrades
Where the fudging felons, where my dawns at
I got that Archie Bunker and it’s so white I
just might charge u double.

I need some street smart advice. Gang affiliated people welcome.
I have dreams about being given drugs and being raped. I had a bad feeling about living in the building I’m in. One of the neighbors told me people are using and selling a lot of cocaine in here and the neighborhood and there is a lot of gang activity and sex offenders registered around here.
Although I have had dinner or watched a movie to be friendly with a few of the neighbors I was not dating them in any way and never using drugs with them.
I was unemployed for a few months and unaccountable to anyone for my time during that time, so it is possible; I could have been ‘taken’ and ‘mishandled’ for a few days. And that’s frightening. I am also looking for a roommate; I don’t think I want to live alone anymore.
I don’t know what to do; I cannot recall names or faces. I am squeamish and frightened for my life. I am considering running away to a shelter. My family is no support and I don’t have any friends. I wonder if anybody has a gang background or drug background could help me. I have a lot of paranoia now and somebody told me if you use drugs that happens. I don’t even know what they used, I have no memory of taking drugs, only ‘feeling high’ and having sex.
And I have an appointment scheduled for the gyne too. To check what I’m suspecting.
I feel like a constant target and I don’t have any money or resources but I have to get out of here, like relocate, and soon. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, I am not street smart at all.

I guess this just sort of came to mind, lol. A lot of people go to schools and other areas of communities to lecture on drugs, gangs, bullying and other things. A lot (if not all) of these people have stories to tell, and their stories often involve them doing completely illegal things — using/dealing cocaine and other hard drugs, stealing, basically being an accessory to someone being shot, being affiliated with a gang, etc. How is it that these people never served jail time? O.o