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Hey guys, I’m a 16 year old boy living in New York. I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety issues, and ADHD. I take 150 mg of Trazodone every night for insomnia and depression, 100 mg of Zoloft each morning for the depression and anxiety, as well as 40 mg of Adderall each morning for the ADHD. Basically, the issue is that I’m experiencing a lack of appetite as a side effect of the Adderall, and it’s really frustrating. I’m 5’9″ and before taking these meds I was already pretty skinny at 125 pounds. Now, the lack of appetite has me skipping meals daily, to the point where I basically only eat 1 small meal every day. I have basically lost all enjoyment out of eating anything because it is a hassle for me to force myself to eat when I am not hungry at all. Now, I am 107 pounds and at the same height and it is really worrying me. I have been on the other meds for about 3-4 months and Adderall for only 2.5 months. I am a varsity cross country, winter track, and spring track athlete and this problem is really affecting my performance as well as worrying my parents a lot. I now have lost so much muscle (I didn’t have much fat before) and I become extremely fatigued and worn out whenever I run more than 2 miles. I feel so ashamed and I quit spring track this year. At the moment, I just stay after school in the library doing schoolwork instead of running track and I lie to my parents about running at all. I don’t know what to do. Maybe I can switch my Adderall to the patch form? I’m not sure if the mode of delivery will make a difference, but I know that the patch form has a more temporary effect. Please give me any advice you can. Don’t be afraid to use complex terminology, as I am above average intelligence and Biology is my niche. Thanks for your time.

I don’t have any real friends… I’ve switched schools numerous times cause of bullying and moving and financial issues my family had… Im a freshman in highschool but im currently going to a charter school specifically designed for people with behavioral issues, and/or depression/anxiety/mental health issues/disabilities. Most of the kids there are there for behavioral issues, which I’m there for depression/anxiety.. I’mkinda the outcast cause i dont act out like most of them do and i dont do weed or drink or any of that **** so aparently that makes me a loser.
I have a few friendly accuaintances i guess you could say, outside of school from past schools, but none that i could really call friends.. i have no social life whatsoever, party due to social anxiety and partly due to the fact i lost all of my middle school years, switching schools and homescooling, while other kids were making friends and finding their niche, and i was being a hermit all depressed hiding in my room.
I have no money to sign up for things at the rec center, my school has absolutely no activities to take part in, and theres no where to hang out around my house. I dont have my drivers license yet so i cant drive anywhere and my family is un-willing to do ANYTHING for me.
I feel like im stuck. all ive been able to do is make a few online friends, but that doesnt help much. it just keeps me inside on a computer more.
What do I do? I’m such a freaking loner.