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I recently signed up for a Cheerleading team that’s not affiliated with school events or anything like that.I already attended fittings and a few practices. After awhile, I started realizing that the excitement and passion that I had for cheer was fading. I layed down for awhile and started imagining my life without Cheerleading. I’m only 13 so I knew I had many more years to find a sport/hobby that my heart truly desires and will never get tired of. The urge to quit grew bigger by each minute. But what sucked was that I already attended a few practices,went to fittings(already ordered the uniforms :(. It was like 2 sides of me were arguing about whether I should quit or not. I couldn’t imagine having to attend/play a sport that my heart was into. Like only my body was there but not my heart and that burning passion and excitement. The entire total of everything was $400, I made a commitment and I would look like a fool going back on my word. I know that it’s only the beginning of the season and I should give it a try, but I can’t seem to find that excitement and passion I once had. My parents are happy that I joined Cheerleading but I know they’re tired or driving me to and from practice.I don’t know how to bring myself to tell them if I do make the decision to quit and find something else that I will pour my heart into. Same with my coaches…just imagining them imaging me of being a quitter and breaking my commitment. The decision grew more intense and important and I find myself just laying down and sad. Please, if you guys/gals could help me and it would be a huge weight off my shoulders knowing it came from people that has or is in my situation right now. Thank you so very much (:.
P.S. If you could write properly,(don’t have to),that would be amazing. Btw, do I sound more
like a mature 17 year old? I’ve been told countless times I type and speak like a mature adult haha.

Hey I know this sounds weird but Im 19 years old and I don’t really have a niche so to speak. I need some excitement thrown into my life. Any suggestions….maybe share what some of yours are…that would be helpful…please and thank you 🙂

the paragraph so it looks more inviting to the readers: Although major league baseball remains popular, more people are attending minor leagues baseball games because they can spend less on admission, snacks, and parking and still enjoy the excitement of America’s pastime. Connecticut, for example, has three AA minor league teams, including New Haven Ravens, who are affiliated with the St. Louis Cardnals; the Norwich Navigators, who are affiliated with the New York Yankees; and the New Britian Rock Cats, who are affiliated with the Minnesota Twins/ These teams play in relatively small stadiums, so fans are close enough to see and hear everything, form the swing of the bat connecting with the ball to the thud of the ball landing in the outfielder’s glove. Best of all, the cost of the family outing to see the rising stars play in local minor league game is just a fraction of what the family would spend to attend major league game in much larger, more crowded stadium.