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i am so much depressed that he always mention me that i am fat,do dieting and go to gym,i know he is saying for my good only,but i am feeling its too much now,he is always back of me even if i eat he observes me,even if i go to gym n being good in diet he still sees me like i am some idiot cow,we are not at all happy married couple now,what to do im pcos but i have obesity problem since my childhood,all my life comments,humiliating,for my marraige i went to some slimming centres n lost weight,but it came up back again,now by his frustration i started secret eating,and i am fed up i am becoming more worse not doing diet at all,before i sleep,he says me off,and in the morning he says me ,u cant understand a simple thing that dieting and exercise works,i have a 20 months child now,he says to my daughter that im mad,he is so comfort that i will not divorce bcoz we got a child,in my community once u got a child,u should stay with hil until u die,even my dad he says try to adjust,try to become thin,im 29 he says me i m old now i cant get another man,ur out of market,he makes me feel that i m a useless stone in world,then i argues with him to make it worse first of all think of ur faults not pointing at others,he smokes,drinks,i say ok u stop smoking,i will stop eating sweets,but he says smoking is nothing he knows his limits,but i am a bullshitter that i eat sweets,in my mind every morning i think,oh today i should be good n take care of my health,i want to become thin,but n the morning itself he starts u will never change,i really want to die,but what about my child,i know i amm not fit,even if i die the next month he will try to find another wife and mom to my child(probably thin one),what to do shall i go for some surgery like stomach stiching or something,bcos he is killing me with his words,i feel now very ugly,and the more he criticize me i will more eat badfoods stop gym,i dont know food is my comfort only my friend,can u advise me to what to do plzz,or i should just die so that like me ugly creature will be no more in between beautifull people,can u advise me good easy way to die plzz..and ofcourse i AM doing in my life is bcoz he wishes ,bcoz i dont have any interest anymore i am a blank mind with just food…..

What is it with guys who compliment you, say you’re gorgeous, say they think you’re an amazing person – but don’t want to be romantically affiliated with you? I’ve liked a guy for a while and we’re good friends, we flirt a lot but it’s like I’m just sort of a fun thing for him. No, we’re not friends with benefits at all…
I seem to have trouble attracting a guy who truly wants to be with me. There have been many guys who have either tried to look for more with me (I always turn those down, I’m not easy) or have said they think I’m amazing or beautiful, but none ask me out.
This trend is worrying me – like I’m impossible to love. Can any one help me out? (And please don’t say I must be easy because I’m not. I’m actually a virgin – anytime I’ve been near having sex has been too early in a relationship (ie one night stands) and I’m not down with that.
Does anyone know what the issue is?! Am I just one of those unlucky-in-love types? People may suggest it’s something to do with me, but doesn’t anyone have faults? Even the most horrible person I know can seem to get dates.