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My friend is 14 years old and I am very close to him. I know that its impossible to see your friends everyday. But my situation is different. I was homeschooled and really had no friends growing up and now that I am quite a bit older,in college, I met a very nice friend and don’t want to lose him, what shall I do? I have seen it happen with me before, friends gradually drift away and am scared to death this may happen someday and am determined to do anything I can to see him everyday, why do people grow apart? I did nothing to my previous friendships, they just grew up and found other niches?
I feel like I only get happiness thru others, cant make myself happy at all, and am like living thru him. My mother and I had a codependant relationship before she passed away, and I was an only child. At least my father is still alive.
I have no reason why college students my age will not be friends with me. I am not that shy in class, I go to class and then go home, I am a male of 5 feet 3 inches. Is that the reason why? I am 27 years old, am sure that I do not look like a baby! I am very emotionally unstable, but I am extremely intelligent – that might be the problem. I feel as if I am an adult child. Can anyone eleborate more on any of this please? No one in our family has had an answer, the antidepressants don’t seem to work, I have been to psychologist after psychologist after psychologist. If you need any more info I will gladly provide it.

Please help me?
I’m a freshman in college and I’m miserable. For some reason, I can’t find a niche. I have a hard enough time as it is being social and fitting in as I have Asperger’s Syndrome. I’ve been long distance with my boyfriend (a sophomore in college) for two years and we have the normal ups and downs we’ve always had. But when I really need someone to talk to, I can’t always go to him. My three best friends from high school are at schools very far from me and all have seemed to easily adapt to college.
My roommate (sort of a social outcast, like myself) was friends with me at the beginning of fall semester but gradually began to draw within herself and dropped out over winter break. I have several friends here but none are very close. The other girls on my floor seem to make fun of me and disrespect me a lot, though I’ve done nothing to them and honestly tried being friends.
I’m so lonely so often lately and I really can’t take it. Especially since spring semester started, everyone seems to have all their friendships established already and I feel like such a loser. I’m doing well in my classes but have no classes with the few friends I have. I mostly eat alone because my schedule doesn’t seem fit with mine and they often forgot to ask me to go to eat with them.
Please help?

Alright, so since yesterday, I have just been feeling very insecure and crappy. There are just a lot of things culminating. FYI: I a freshman in college.
-One of my friends got really drunk and had to be sent to the hospital….this is one of my good friends, and she is really upset that she did this, but it just makes me nervous because I really like this group of people, and now she did this
-I am not sure I like another group of friends that much, but I really want to
-My best friend from high school has found her niche and her close group of friends that she really likes, and I just am wondering why I haven’t. I still sometimes quesiton my friendships, I just don’t know how much of a bad thing that is….I guess I am just a little bit jealous of her?
-I have never been in a relationship, gone on a date, or even kissed a boy. For that matter I don’t think any guy has every been attracted to me
-Everytime there is a guy I like, something just goes wrong so that it doesn’t work out.
So I am a very outgoing person, and I generally am happy. I am a talker, and people tend to like me. I am not ugly (not ridiculously pretty). I work hard, and I have a strong set of morals-I try to be the best person I can be. I don’t feel the need to be mean to others, but if someone is outwardly mean to me, I don’t pretend to have time for them/pretend to care about them (this isn’t often). I have 2 really really close friends at home, and my family is very close. I have never felt this insecure before, I was always incredibly happy with my life in high school.
In regards to the boys- I have lots of guy friends, just no one that seem interested in more. I have been told that there is nothing necessarily wrong with me, just that I don’t come off as “available”. I have no clue how to fix this. I just don’t treat boys any differently than I do girls. The conversation is different, but I don’t act differently. Also, in college, I think lot’s of people just want hook-ups, and I am not interested in that. I also refuse for my first kiss to be at a party or antything.
So I guess my questions are:
-What do I do about my friends situation?
-What do I do about the boys situation?