Affiliate Marketing Secrets

For a good while I’ve been looking at many poetry publishers and e-zines and having a real difficult time finding venues that focus on controversial, vulgar, macabre and dark humor. Most stuff on the market is very conventional and suburban based, which is okay, but not really my niche. Anyone who is in the publishing world or have any knowledge, know where I can find a listing of publishers that fall under this domain?
Thank you.

Many countries have negative stuff associated to them. For example, the Italian mafia, the Russian mafia, the Japanise Yakuza, the Chinese triads.
Other have problems with the drug trade, for example Colombia and Mexico, or child poverty, like Brazil and the favelas.
Others have a bad reputation as tax havens, like Switzerland, because the took and hide the gold stolen to the Jews during the Hollocaust by the nazis.
USA has problems with shootings and gang violence.
The Muslim world has a problem with radicals an terrorism.
But Spain is never associated to any negative stuff. Ok, the economy is a bit slow now, and they have a high unemplyoment rate, but other that that, the opinion of everybody about Spain is very possible. Paella, fiesta, sun, bullfighting…everything seems to be positive about Spain.
I wonder why? Is it a marketing trick? Or is really Spain that good?
PS, There are other countries with a very good image, of course, like Canada, New Zealand, Norway, etc. What’s the secret?

I feel enormous guilt over the fact that I haven’t found a particular talent or niche or whatever in life, that I just work hard at a full-time job but I’m not particularly passionate about it and am not also in school or pursuing something else. I realize that this is mostly because of other people and their expectations of me. All I really want, what I really dream about, is marrying my long-term boyfriend who I love very very dearly and can’t imagine being with anyone else, and having a baby together. He wants to get married too, we’ve talked about it, but for some reason hasn’t asked me. Is there something wrong with me for just wanting to marry him and have a family together, and to be the best mother and wife I can be? Is there something insufficient about that?

I feel enormous guilt over the fact that I haven’t found a particular talent or niche or whatever in life, that I just work hard at a full-time job but I’m not particularly passionate about it and am not also in school or pursuing something else. I realize that this is mostly because of other people and their expectations of me. All I really want, what I really dream about, is marrying my long-term boyfriend who I love very very dearly and can’t imagine being with anyone else, and having a baby together. He wants to get married too, we’ve talked about it, but for some reason hasn’t asked me. Is there something wrong with me for just wanting to marry him and have a family together, and to be the best mother and wife I can be? Is there something insufficient about that?

I feel enormous guilt over the fact that I haven’t found a particular talent or niche or whatever in life, that I just work hard at a full-time job but I’m not particularly passionate about it and am not also in school or pursuing something else. I realize that this is mostly because of other people and their expectations of me. All I really want, what I really dream about, is marrying my long-term boyfriend who I love very very dearly and can’t imagine being with anyone else, and having a baby together. He wants to get married too, we’ve talked about it, but for some reason hasn’t asked me. Is there something wrong with me for just wanting to marry him and have a family together, and to be the best mother and wife I can be? Is there something insufficient about that?

I feel enormous guilt over the fact that I haven’t found a particular talent or niche or whatever in life, that I just work hard at a full-time job but I’m not particularly passionate about it and am not also in school or pursuing something else. I realize that this is mostly because of other people and their expectations of me. All I really want, what I really dream about, is marrying my long-term boyfriend who I love very very dearly and can’t imagine being with anyone else, and having a baby together. He wants to get married too, we’ve talked about it, but for some reason hasn’t asked me. Is there something wrong with me for just wanting to marry him and have a family together, and to be the best mother and wife I can be? Is there something insufficient about that?