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I do not know enough information nor would I trust a recruiter to give me a good picture of what I may face to draw a good conclusion about what opportunities I could be presented… I have a passion for physics, blowing things up, guns, programming and engineering. I have absolutely no desire to be the man behind the iron sights pulling a trigger, but if there is some way to get involved in some R&D with the military and I was given some realistic information, I would have a much firmer basis for what path I wish to follow, being non-military affiliated or performing some kind of engineering under subjects I am greatly passionate about.
I simply wish I had a source of honest information lacking the patriotic propoganda that the advertisements for the army and the recruiters could try to press into my mind.

I have a lot of epic dreams but this one stood out more than most because it was so realistic. I could even make out every single hair on a character’s head in the dream. It was also very odd and seemed to apply to my life but i cannot figure it all out. So here is what happened:
I’m walking though a big city, there are many people walking all around me. These people are all wearing suits, and gray and emotionless. I seem to be the only thing in color in the whole city. I am compelled to find my way back to this heaven-like place, where I feel as if i had been to in a previous dream. I am so compelled to go back to this place I feel as if I would do anything to go back, and escape this gray city.Then a voice in my head tells me to find this special tree. I am distressed because there are no trees in this city, but then I look to the side and there is suddenly colorful, not gray garden, which is surrounded by these big cream colored walls blocking it out from the rest of the city. I walk into the garden and find the tree. I climb the tree and the voice tells me to close my eyes and say some word three times. I do it and I suddenly appear in a dark room, that seemed to be carved out of a mountain. The room is full of people that all have huge guns and seem to be part of a black market. I am with a group of my friends that I had met previously before in the heaven-like place. We start speaking this language that I have never heard, but seem to know, to try and coax our way out of this place without being killed. We barley make it out of the cavern, and suddenly appear in the heaven-like place. I know this place, and its whole being fills me with joy. It is a grassy green field. The sun is sparkling and the whole place is shining. Where the field ends there is a sparkling ocean, and behind the field are some mountains. In the middle of the field is a house, but the house is a giant teapot with a wooden door. Gravity is light in this place and you could easily jump 6 feet high with ease. My friends and I start jumping and having fun, but i feel as if i am the slowest and the weakest (much like real life) and I cannot run and jump as fast or as well as the others. One of my friends is amazingly gorgeous and can jump the highest and run the fastest. I envy her and suddenly I feel as if i can barley run anymore, which distresses me almost to a point of insanity. But, then my friends interrupt my failed attempts at running and jumping. They tell me of their plans. My friends and I are apparently some organization created to protect this dragon creature from these authorities that are set on destroying it. The teapot house is our secret head quarters and we hid the dragon in a cavern to the side of the field. I am told that the field is to never be discovered or else this important dragon will be killed. I then agree to help protect the dragon and keep their secrets. I suddenly spot a castle to the corner of the field and run towards it. I walk into the castle and there is a party going on. I am suddenly told that I am the princess of the castle. I feel very important, and proceed to explore my new castle. I walk into a dark office-like hallway. I open one of the doors on the side, and there is a very tall girl with blonde and brunette hair. This girl immediately strikes me as odd and not quite mentally sane, so I am very mean to her for no reason and shut the door. I feel as if I CAN be mean to her because I am the princess and I can do what ever I want. I open the next door in the hallway, and the same girl is in that room also. All she does is stare at me from the dark room. I open another door and she is in that room also. I open every door in the hallway, only to find the same girl just standing there. I now know I cannot escape this hallway without apologizing to this girl. I open one of the doors and apologize. I talk to her for a little while and leave. When I leave the castle I feel remorseful that I was so selfish and mean to this girl. I return back to the teapot house, only to find the dragon creature dead. I was supposed to protect it but instead I had gone to the castle. I feel horrible that I that had gotten so distracted by the castle, that I killed the poor creature.
After I find the dragon dead, I wake up. Any ideas what it could mean??

I would really appreciate it if you took the time to read this and address my problem. 5 stars for the best question NO MATTER HOW LONG that solves my problem. Anyways, I was so happy when I got Call of Duty 4 for the PC. I named my profile “PkedU2Fast” not after runescape, but just for a good name, because runescape fails. I made it to level 13 and decided to take a break from the real game and play a mod. I had dozens of mods downloaded but was bored with them, so I downloaded a new one. It was a zombie mod, and after downloading, it said “An error occurred.” I clicked continue and it took me back to the server screen, I clicked join server and the screen froze and it stopped responding. I tried multiple more times to click join new server and even used the console to try to connect to a direct ip. I came to a conclusion that the mod I downloaded ruined my profile. So, I deleted that profile, made a new profile, and it worked. I was happy as I continued to unlock more guns and rack up more points as I unlocked attachments for them. My name for this profile was “CD|PkedU2Fast” because I had gotten admitted into a clan.I made it up to level 23 and got off. The next day, I started the game as usual and when I clicked join server, it took me to the server list, and I proceeded to click “Favorites.” It was weird at first, I had only 4 favorites instead of the 10 or so I had with CD|PkedU2Fast. I noticed that they were the favorites I had when I was just PkedU2fast. I clicked to join a game and my classes were strange, they were different from CD|PkedU2Fast’s classes. I thought “Ohmigosh! My classes are exactly the same from PkedU2Fast’s classes.” I also noticed that I was level 16. It was very weird, my profile got reverted to a profile that was deleted. I exited CoD4 and opened Computer. I looked in the files, and saw all the data for CD|PkedU2Fast, and no PkedU2Fast anywhere. My computer was accessing PkedU2Fast from a hidden source even though I deleted it. I clicked select profile and only found PkedU2Fast. The next day, everything was back to normal, all my classes and my correct level, and I was CD|PkedU2Fast. About 2 months later, I wasn’t playing extremely frequently, about 3 days per week (but for several hours per day); and I was level 47. One day, I got on and noticed that I was level 16! My classes were different again and my favorites weren’t the same. This time I really thought “Ughhh! !#$!$#%!” My profile was reverted again. And this time, it’s been PkedU2Fast and not CD|PkedU2Fast for over a week! I really don’t want to level up again. All my progress was gone, I also thought about the countless hours I had spent on mods. I got on my friends Zod mod and noticed that my stats were of CD|PkedU2Fast and not PkedU2Fast. So, my mod progress wasn’t gone, but my regular game status was. Please help, I wanna get CD|PkedU2Fast’s stats back, and moy normal game stuff back. Help please.