Posted on 07 November 2012. Tags: AIDS, best friend, Dead, excuse, Girl, Hate, loser, makeup, playing video games, rich man, SLUT, thief, Time, tonne, worst person in the world
Sorry this is so long but I really need help. I know I’m going to get a lot of hate for this, for being a “disrespectful, angsty teenager,” but I need to get this out of my system and hopefully get some advice as well.
I’m 16, and I am convinced that my mother is the worst person in the world. She is a disgusting excuse of a human being. I know, how horrible that I’m speaking of my mother this way but hear me out, here’s why I hate her:
1. She is sexist. She says that women can’t survive without men in their lives because she thinks men are supposed to provide you all the money you need. She left my dad (who is twice her age) after taking all his money and moved onto the next old and desperate rich man. She thinks women are only there to cook and clean. She lets my brother sit around the house playing video games but she makes me clean all the time and her reason “because you’re a girl and that’s what girls do.”
2. She is racist. She hates everyone except her own race (Asian). Most of my friends are from other countries, which she always gives me sh!t for. My best friend is black and my mother says not to be friends with her because she is probably a gang-affiliated thief with AIDS. She says all black people have AIDS. She says all white people are arrogant and stuck up. I’m half white so she says I should be ashamed of myself.
3. She thinks I’m not normal and she’s always putting me down. I’m smart, ambitious and I’m not afraid to be myself like many other teens. But she says I’m a weird loser, and that I should be like a “normal girl.” A normal girl, according to her, is one who sleeps around, dresses like a slut and wears a tonne of makeup. She constantly tells me to “go fukc a man, you need it” (yes those are her words). She uses every single name in the book on me, calling me a btich, sh!thead, etc. She tells me she hates me and she often threatens me, saying she wants to kill me simply for being me. She sometimes slaps me, punches me, kicks me, scratches and pulls my hair.
There are so many more reasons why I hate her but those are the top 3. I don’t know how to deal with this anymore. I’ve called the police on her twice when she was hitting me. Once when I was 6 (I assume nothing happened because I’m still here) and another time a few months ago. My mum cried to the police saying she was a good mother and lied about hitting me, then she called up all her friends to “testify” that she was a good mother, so they didn’t believe me. My life is a living hell because of this woman and she makes me want to kill myself. In my whole life, I have never called her a name to her face, never laid a finger on her, not even to defend myself, so I know I don’t deserve this. But lately I just can’t take it. When she talks to me I have to control myself and stop myself from lunging at her. I know that if I do, she will go crazy and probably beat me to a pulp. So now that I’ve vented, I would like to know how I can handle this efficiently and how to stay sane until I graduate next year when I’m 17. Once I graduate, I’ll leave.
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Posted on 06 November 2012. Tags: anything, Games, Hate, page, quick launch, Upgrade, Windows, windows xp
I went from Windows XP since it came out to Windows 8 on Tuesday. I’ve lost files in the upgrade. I don’t know why things are doing what they do, windows moving around when I don’t want them to, changing size, can’t find anything, my games don’t run, Quick Launch is gone, my internet shows disconnected even though I’m online but apps on the apps page won’t connect and thus won’t run.
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Posted on 05 November 2012. Tags: anything, Games, Hate, page, quick launch, Upgrade, Windows, windows xp
I went from Windows XP since it came out to Windows 8 on Tuesday. I’ve lost files in the upgrade. I don’t know why things are doing what they do, windows moving around when I don’t want them to, changing size, can’t find anything, my games don’t run, Quick Launch is gone, my internet shows disconnected even though I’m online but apps on the apps page won’t connect and thus won’t run.
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Posted on 09 April 2012. Tags: boyfriend, Building, college, college freshman, dorm room, dorms, east coast, entire college, Hate, partier, popular guy, roommate, snickers, video gaming, Wing
My living situation sucks. i live across the hall from my ex boyfriend and no one lives in this building?
Im a college freshman. I go to school in chicago. I live 20 minutes from the main campus by subway in this university affiliated housing that no one lives in. There are about 2000 students who live in this 18 story building, but it consists of like 4 colleges, and no students interact with people from other colleges because you dont know who is from what college. Its very very antisocial here. No interaction at all really. There are only like 30 kids from my entire college in this building. Its weird. On my floor there is a wing for kids from my college, and there are about 17 of us. They are all video gaming guys. I am one of the only girls, besides my suitemates (one is a big partier and tried to have sex with my ex boyfriend, so clearly i dont interact with her. Shes mean too, and really annoying, and she never talks to me. Then there is my other suitemate who is nice but i dont hang out with her because she is gone a lot from her dorm and always busy)
So really, im the only girl who is ever there in the dorms. I dont mind being the only girl, its just that all the guys are all like one big clique. My ex boyfriend lives right across the hall from me and is like the most popular guy in this wing now. None of the people here talk to me, because of what happened between me and Mike. Once Mike and I broke up, they stopped talking to me. Its really awkward leaving my dorm room and seeing one of them in the hallway because they just see me as his ex girlfriend….and its really awkward because Mike snickers to his friends when he sees me.
I have two months of school left. I dont think im coming back to this college next year. I think im going back home to the east coast next year. But how can i survive the rest of this year? Its so lonely and isolating here. I dont have a roommate anymore. In general, this building is just really anti-social. We arent even allowed to keep our doors open ever. We have to keep them shut at all times.
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Posted on 09 April 2012. Tags: Across, boyfriend, college freshman, dorm room, entire college, From, hall, Hate, Living, popular guy
My living situation sucks. i live across the hall from my ex boyfriend and no one lives in this building?
Im a college freshman. I go to school in chicago. I live 20 minutes from the main campus by subway in this university affiliated housing that no one lives in. There are about 2000 students who live in this 18 story building, but it consists of like 4 colleges, and no students interact with people from other colleges because you dont know who is from what college. Its very very antisocial here. No interaction at all really. There are only like 30 kids from my entire college in this building. Its weird. On my floor there is a wing for kids from my college, and there are about 17 of us. They are all video gaming guys. I am one of the only girls, besides my suitemates (one is a big partier and tried to have sex with my ex boyfriend, so clearly i dont interact with her. Shes mean too, and really annoying, and she never talks to me. Then there is my other suitemate who is nice but i dont hang out with her because she is gone a lot from her dorm and always busy)
So really, im the only girl who is ever there in the dorms. I dont mind being the only girl, its just that all the guys are all like one big clique. My ex boyfriend lives right across the hall from me and is like the most popular guy in this wing now. None of the people here talk to me, because of what happened between me and Mike. Once Mike and I broke up, they stopped talking to me. Its really awkward leaving my dorm room and seeing one of them in the hallway because they just see me as his ex girlfriend….and its really awkward because Mike snickers to his friends when he sees me.
I have two months of school left. I dont think im coming back to this college next year. I think im going back home to the east coast next year. But how can i survive the rest of this year? Its so lonely and isolating here. I dont have a roommate anymore. In general, this building is just really anti-social. We arent even allowed to keep our doors open ever. We have to keep them shut at all times.
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Posted on 12 November 2011. Tags: atrocities, forum, Hate, hatred, History, history channel, hitler, jumping on the bandwagon, narrator, Physics, religious differences, religious person, religious reason, why do people hate the jews
I get that this is probably not the best forum for this question, but nonetheless here it is…
Why are Jews so hated by both niche groups and by larger groups? I have a Master’s in Physics, and I am fairly versed in my history about Hitler jumping on the bandwagon and using popular hatred of the Jews to commit atrocities against them in the 40’s, but I don’t remember the reasons, only the fact that the hate was there. Today, while my 8 year old son and I were watching the History channel in the background and building Legos, he heard the narrator talking about how Hitler leveraged the “general census of poplar opinion of the Jews to launch a political offensive against them” and he asked me why do people hate the Jews. I thought about why people hate them, and I couldn’t think of the foundation that drives the hatred. I am not a religious person, and don’t raise my kids in that fashion, so his question didn’t come from a place of difference of religion, and I respectfully ask that anyone who answers doesn’t cite only religious differences for hating them.
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